.You make the GENESIS out of Me.

2 Peter 3:10-12 (New International Version)
But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare.

Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat.

2 Peter 3:10-12 (The Message)
But when the Day of God's Judgment does come, it will be unannounced, like a thief. The sky will collapse with a thunderous bang, everything disintegrating in a huge conflagration, earth and all its works exposed to the scrutiny of Judgment.

Since everything here today might well be gone tomorrow, do you see how essential it is to live a holy life? Daily expect the Day of God, eager for its arrival. The galaxies will burn up and the elements melt down that day—but we'll hardly notice. We'll be looking the other way, ready for the promised new heavens and the promised new earth, all landscaped with righteousness.

The coming of the Lord will arrive at a time we are not aware, like a thief.
Thus indeed, let's keep ourselves walking right with God, in spirit and in truth. Let no distractions draw us away from running a holy race, but let the source of strength that God pours abundantly on us keeps us on the track, consistently, and not quitting.

Stop looking to your left or to your right, but look within. Cultivate a heart that you can proudly offers on the altar in this very tabernacle of God, whom you call yourself as. There and then before the heavenly father, you will not be cover with shame and guilt, but you will boast in the name of the Lord that He had held you through all trials and testings, to this very day that you have reunite with Him.

I want to be alert.
I want to be transform each day.
I need to be humble before you.
I have to acknowledge your greatness.

Let me grow to be more and more like you,
for Lord, Christ-likeness is what I desire.
Your perfection is as high as the heavens,
but I long to be like Jesus,
for I long to please my Lord. =)

Genesis Jorris 11:41:00 PM

In the grace of God,
we find Forgiveness.
In the minds of men,
we only find grudges and jealousy.
Some trust in Chariots,
some trust in horses,
but we trust in the name of the Lord.

God is the most precious being,
that we can ever place our faith in,
without any fear of insecurity.
For Jesus is a righteous man,
and He is one that never fails.
Men will fail our expectations,
but God never fails.
He's always there.

There are times,
where we try to find the answer,
through the things that we do.
But nevertheless we'll realise,
no amount of our own effort,
can be compare to what God can do.
Who can compares to You?
Only You, can take away all my sins.
Only You, can grant me complete forgiveness,
giving me freedom from guilt and shame.

God is indeed magnificent, wonderful, glorious.
For His love is so vast to contain all our wrongdoings,
even though there are countless times we've failed Him.
God is far more than what we can describe of His love,
because God Himself is Love.
Love is kind, Love is Patient.
Love takes no record of our sins.
God forgives.

Let's all come before God in repentance,
bow down before Him in Humility,
to ask for His forgiveness for the sins we've committed.
Let God intercede for footholds of our lives.

Forgive Me.

Genesis Jorris 4:43:00 AM

Welcome Home
by Max Lucado

Homesickness is one of the burdens God doesn't mind if we carry. God has "set eternity in the hearts of men" (Eccles. 3:11 NIV). Down deep you know you are not home yet.

This is not our forever house. It will serve for the time being. But there is nothing like the moment we enter his door.

Molly can tell you. After a month in our house she ran away. I came home one night to find the place unusually quiet. Molly was gone.

She'd slipped out unnoticed. The search began immediately. Within an hour we knew that she was far, far from home. Now, if you don't like pets, what I'm about to say is going to sound strange. If you do like pets, you will understand.

You'll understand why we walked up and down the street, calling her name. You'll understand why I drove around the neighborhood at 10:30 P.M. You'll understand why I put up a poster in the convenience store and convened the family for a prayer. (Honestly, I did.) You'll understand why I sent e-mails to the staff, asking for prayers, and to her breeder, asking for advice. And you'll understand why we were ready to toss the confetti and party when she showed up.

Here is what happened. The next morning Denalyn was on her way home from taking the girls to school when she saw the trash truck. She asked the workers to keep an eye out for Molly and then hurried home to host a moms' prayer group. Soon after the ladies arrived, the trash truck pulled into our driveway, a worker opened the door, and out bounded our dog. She had been found.

When Denalyn called to tell me the news, I could barely hear her voice. It was Mardi Gras in the kitchen. The ladies were celebrating the return of Molly.

This story pops with symbolism. The master leaving his house, searching for the lost. Victories in the midst of prayer. Great things coming out of trash. But most of all: the celebration at the coming home. That's something else you have in common with Molly--a party at your homecoming.

Those you love will shout. Those you know will applaud. But all the noise will cease when the Father cups your chin and says, "Welcome home." And with scarred hand he'll wipe every tear from your eye. And you will dwell in the house of your Lord--forever.

When I read through this extract by Max Lucado, from His book, "Travelling Light", my heart was filled with a longing to return to my home, my very home right from the beginning. Imagine, you held your hand out to turn the doorknob of the magnificent house, there sit your great Father looking at you with eyes that sparkles and a smile that warms your heart.

In the very last part of the extract, my heart was really filled with gladness and excitement... I can't wait for the day to come, where I can really return back home to my Father's side, dwell in the house of the Lord, forever. Do you share the same sentiments as me? It's just so undescribable.

While we awaits for the coming of the Lord, and anticipate for the day where we return to the Lord's house, let's all finish the race we have before us right now, fruitfully, completely, pleasingly. =)

Genesis Jorris 7:36:00 PM

One more week to the End of the year Projects and Papers.
Let it pass quick man!
Am rushing my last project assignment..
And beginning my revision for my 2 papers.
Phew~ Pray that my papers be goody!

Anyway... Polydins service coming up...
Im expecting alot more to come along the way,
wondering what will God be showing up!

Im excited for the decor of the NBSS...
Wondering how all those ideas we have will turn up to be?
And the process of creating, it's not going to be easy!
But truely I believe, we will pull thru man...
Because we all know we doing this for God!

And Im so happy for Teamhope, ushers!
Seeing them growing together really burn a joy in me.
And there's going to be like a mega gathering soon?
I really look forward!
God! Bless your servants, your hosts of the church!
Help them to lead your ministry even better =)

My own life had been pretty hectic,
but I thank God He held me on...
Many times I exploded, many times I nearly did...
I thank God He accepted me for who I am,
and help me to grow from where I begin.
I am willing and have the desire to grow to be more like Christ,
so I pray that God will show me the way!
May all my dear brothers and sisters support me in this yea?
And if along the way as I walk in this journey with God,
I happens to reveals breakdown of emotions,
or maybe did something that discourage you, discomfort you,
tell me okay! haha.

Learning is my focus now. Got alot to learn I think.
Got alot more for me to grow.. Much more than I can imagine.
Life is a learning journey, don't you agree?

Let's all learn together as we grow old with Jesus =)

Genesis Jorris 1:01:00 PM

Time for Change:

Attitude for Altitude
- Positivity
- Christ likeness
- Encouraging & Not disturbing
Health Concerns
- Jogging/lose Weight! (Meihwa you say you want to jog with me right? Now I won't give excuse but willingly let's go! After exams though. heh.)
- Wake up earlier (Wanted to wake up by 10am everyday)
- Reduce snacks in the mid-night (Less supper, control snack-ing on tidbits)
- Sufficient rest (Don't wait until sick le then rest!)
Spiritual habits
- Regular Quiet Time
- Good reading & learning habit (note down application points and put them down into practise)
- Praise & Worship God in my own personal time (though it's hard with my current house for no private room of myself... Will think of a way!)

Meanwhile.. let it be in this way. =)
I really want to be transformed in the name of Christ and not conform to this world.
Help me Jesus.

Genesis Jorris 12:20:00 PM

wooo.. Today is one of the earliest saturday I've returned Home,
been a long time since I came back early on a saturday!
Felt kinda good as well, cause Im really tired anyway..
Wanna just come back here and have a good bath,
rest on a comfortable chair and start relaxing.. blogging..

Anyway! Just want to say first:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RITCHIE!

Not sure are you going to see this on time?
But then I just want to put this up,
so that you won't say I forget about it alright...
Though you're in Nepal, I won't forget!
Grab your gift from me when you return, heh.
And jiayou in Nepal, expect signs and wonders!

Last night was really sweet as well..
Had a great time with Jolene at her house..
I think she have a really warm family,
kind of happy for her that she have a great r/s with her father,
where they can actually really sit down and talk!
Not sure about you all...
But I never really experience those situations where,
I can sit down with my parents and chat about life...
But Im contented that God bless me with a family,
that still stays together =)

I will work harder to be God's vessel to bless my family!

And oh ya.. Thanks TERENCE for treating me and Jolene,
for supper yesterday! It was great time of fellowship. =)
And thanks for cabbing me home! keke.

Have I not mention as well?
Today was my first day on stage duty as a singer!
The experience was fruitful and great...
Learnt quite alot of new stuffs during evaluation too.
Before service begin I was really nervous you know..
To the extend I forget lyrics during sound check!
I began to panic.. But then during a prayer right before door opens,
I just simply told God, I hand all things into your Hand!
Im here to Praise and Worship You!
And everything was great...
He took away the discomfort on my throat when im on stage,
and I wasn't feeling nervous at all!
Just give my best to Him =)

Looking forward to the next time round, sing His praise! Ha.

Last but not least, share an upword by Max Lucado with you guys.

Lazarus
by Max Lucado

Marys need to remember that service is worship.

Marthas need to remember that worship is service.

And Lazarus? He needs to remember that not everyone can play the trumpet.

You see, as far as we know, Lazarus did nothing at the dinner. He saved his actions for outside the house. Read carefully John 12:9:

"A large crowd of Jews heard that Jesus was in Bethany. So they went there to see not only Jesus, but Lazarus, whom Jesus raised from the dead. So the leading priests made plans to kill Lazarus, too. Because of Lazarus many Jews were leaving them and believing in Jesus."

Wow! Because of Lazarus many Jews were "believing in Jesus." Lazarus has been given a trumpet. He has a testimony to give--and what a testimony he has!"

I was always a good fellow," he would say. "I paid my bills. I loved my sisters. I even enjoyed being around Jesus. But I wasn't one of the followers. I didn't get as close as Peter and James and those guys. I kept my distance. Nothing personal. I just didn't want to get carried away."

But then I got sick. And then I died. I mean, I died dead.

"Nothing left. Stone-cold. No life. No breath. Nothing. I died to everything. I saw life from the tomb. And then Jesus called me from the grave. When he spoke, my heart beat and my soul stirred, and I was alive again. And I want you to know he can do the same for you."

God gave Martha a bass drum of service. God gave Mary a flute for praise. And God gave Lazarus a trumpet. And he stood on center stage and played it.

God still gives trumpets. God still calls people from the pits. God still gives pinch-me-I'm-dreaming, too-good-to-be-true testimonies. But not everyone has a dramatic testimony. Who wants a band full of trumpets?

Some convert the lost. Some encourage the saved. And some keep the movement in step. All are needed.

If God has called you to be a Lazarus, then testify. Remind the rest of us that we, too, have a story to tell. We, too, have neighbors who are lost. We, too, have died and been resurrected.

Everyone has a part to play. We may be different in a way, but we serve the same God. Nobody will be left out. So let's all not compare our roles and responsibilities with one another, but give our best to whatever that God has assign for us in our lives to serve as.

Genesis Jorris 1:43:00 AM

Just ended one of my CAs for the module:
COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR BUSINESS.

Tutor told me I got a B, and if I submit a good portfolio by friday,
an A should be a no problem. Yeah!

Another CA submission coming up on thursday,
got to work hard. Thank God it's a group assignment.
Moofia? STORE MANAGEMENT!

And oh yah.. Be on stage first time this saturday,
am excited yet nervous as well.
Got to give my very best for God!
Am now wondering... Where am I going to get shoes?
Just FYI, I have no shoes but a pair of slippers...
Laugh out Loud.
Maybe can borrow? NO MONEY, NO BUYING.

Having caregroup at cafe cartel this satuday...
Alright, looking forward. =)

Things on hand:
DECOR.
DECOR.
DECOR.
DECOR.

as well as:
TEAMHOPE.
TEAMHOPE.
TEAMHOPE.
TEAMHOPE.

plus:
IMAGE.
IMAGE.
IMAGE.
IMAGE.

and:
INFO COUNTER.
INFO COUNTER.
INFO COUNTER.
INFO COUNTER.

Strength will come as we wait upon the Lord,
wait upon the Lord, as we wait upon the Lord...

RIGHT?

Im waiting! =)

Genesis Jorris 3:07:00 PM

God is just so good, amen? =)

I do not know exactly what can I say..
and what can I do..
In order to give thanks for all His blessings.
The only thing that I can offer,
is my heart of worship,
and my life to declare for His kingdom.

A list of things recently that I want to give THANKS to God:
- He gave my family PEACE from conflicts on sunday, when there was a 99% chance of quarreling with my sister once again, who persecuted my faith, because I had to spent time in ministry.
- God touched my heart on saturday, with Peter Truong PROPHECY, PRAYERS by Dr. Brendan during the altar call of the service, His revelation through praise and worship in the journey of a Night Rider Bus. "Wait Upon Me", He speaks.
- God is moving in PSPT, He is building great things among the hearts of us, who are so insignificant compare to His glory. Praise Him.
- He is training me, moulding me, teaching me, with great patience, love, care, comfort, encouragement... And what can I say about this? That I deserve His awesome blessing in such a way? Never... But He is gracious to me. Thank God.
- He strengthens my weak heart and mind every single time I call out to Him. Even though Im weak, He chose me. Because ultimately, He want me and us to learn, to recognise His sovereignty, His Lordship. It is HE WHO WORKS IN US, not us putting in effort all the time to complete the work. ONLY HE THE LORD can complete the work.
- God bless me with great brothers and sisters. People that come timely where I can share my burdens and experiences, as well as great people that really support me, love me, encourage me, be there for me. Thank God, and thank God for these people.
- He pour down His presence, like a pouring of the spirit from the heavens above, when I needed it the most. I felt His presence next to me, and I broke out in tears. I was in joy, and loss of words to speak. It is only by His grace for me, that I can experience the awesomeness of indulging in His presence.

I LOVE GOD.
GOD LOVES ME.

I WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU, MY CHILD. I WILL BE BEFORE YOU, DO NOT BE AFRAID.
Yes God, I know. =)

Help me God, not to depart from your wonderful truth. But help me to always walk in the light of your truth, and too be your light to bring brightness to the world, showing them the truth, helping them walk out of the darkness. God I want to really do something great for you, USE ME LORD.

I CLAIM NOW YOUR PROMISES IN YOUR WORD, that father please.. USE ME! I want to prophecize over people, edifying lives and the church, witnessing healing taking place, seeing my mum to be healed of the pain on her knees, performing signs and wonders! Im so small... But because you are so BIG, it can be done.

GOD. IM DESPERATE FOR YOU. DESPERATE TO SEE YOUR WORK IN ME. IM WILLING! I WANT TO GIVE ALL, COMPLETELY TO YOU. NO MORE HOLDING BACK.

Help me, not to hold back anymore. Im throwing everything out. To you, the one who gave it all to me.

Thank you Lord, once again.

Genesis Jorris 1:52:00 AM

Pray for me:

let there be no dispute this sunday when me, my parents, and my brother, shift back to our old home from my sister's house between us and my sister.

Bless the usher's evaluation and meeting this sunday.

Sufficient rest for me.

More ideas, perseverance, energy, dependence on God!

Alright. =)

Genesis Jorris 6:16:00 PM

Well well, it's a really long day...

Started with a 8am store management module?
Lecture, tutorial, project discussion,
all in one + somemore all in a roll.
Got to say it really got some of my bones breaking.

Stress up with the project,
submission is like next week? That's like soon?
Not very agreeable in the group,
thank God all are good-spirited. =)
Got to believe, we can complete the task!

Soon after I got so tired that I fell asleep,
in between the shelves of the business library.
Believe my sleeping position,
wasn't quite nice somehow. =.=

Anyway, I had my first PSPT caregroup!
It was a good time of sharing about ourselves...
There's a "bull-dance" by Joycelyn,
and Hanyew got to sing us a song.. ha.
The worship was ministering,
and I thank God for refreshing me in the time of prayer.
The teaching regarding unity was great,
learnt really alot from it, thank God for Meihwa.
Looking forward for the next caregroup!

God impress in my heart a few things...

1) Humility
- to be humble along the way as I lead in these ministries, remembering all is for the glory of the Lord, Jesus Christ.
- Never to allow pride, ego, stubborness to come in and hinder the ministry operations, but rather to always be humble to accept feedbacks and advices, for further improvements and growth.

2) Love
- unity is one of the most important aspect of a group, much less say PSPT which needs the unity of the team in order to come out with the best decisions. Unity needs compromising with one another, accepting one another's differences, feedback to each other with gentleness. All these are birthed from LOVE. Therefore, love my brothers and sisters.
- Let my words be build on love, so may they be edifying and encouraging to all the people that I lead.

3) Recognise God's sovereignty and His Lordship
- Remember that I am just a vessel, a servant of Christ. An ambassador of His kingdom, and honored to be chosen by Him to lead His flock and His region in a special ministry caregroup.
- In everything that I do, I do it for the Lord.
- Accepting fully of the servant and Lord relationship between me and God, a special relationship, yet not a master with a pitiful servant, but a loving master towards His beloved servant. Like if, a father with His daughter. Unconditional love.

Pray for me in these areas if you can! =) thanks.

Genesis Jorris 12:24:00 AM

The fact is, an unknowing source of emotions overwhelmed me.
Not only that, the freakiest part is that I am unaware.
Unconscious of the monstrous attack from the devil underneath.
It was not long ago that I came to realise,
I have compromise my alertness for my spirituality,
and twas gave way to the entry of the devil's control,
when he force his way to grip my heart.

STRESS was part of his plan,
to confused me and throw me in a situation, panicking.
It had been regretful of me for being blinded by his tricks,
not remembering to seek God for solutions and answers.
I had been overwhelmed by situations,
losing faith and confidence when impossibility draws near.
Never did I remember,
to indulge in His wisdom and knowledge before fixing the judgement.
Conclusion of the case should not be make my me,
neither will it be concluded by whatever that comes along.
God concludes,
God is possible unless He allows impossibility.

I struggled in the middle of the night, and am fighting for focus.
At least now I learnt that God is here,
telling me not to fear and He is to go before me.
Praise Him for the reminder and plans to direct me,
God is great.

Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.

Genesis Jorris 1:12:00 PM

VERY STRESS.

GOD HELP ME!

STRESS equals to?

Anger
Brain burst
Confuse
Dying =.=
Easy like real
Failure?
God saves me!
Hell-like situation
Insomnia
Jorris
Knock my head
Losing
Make me new
Non-human
Opera scream
Piss off
Queen of Irritation
Ridicule
Soul-less
Try not to come near me..
Ugly
Vindicated
What's up man!
X-men killed me
You, GO.
Zealous?

Got to say, I need a rest. Don't disturb for the next few days.

Genesis Jorris 4:41:00 PM

RANDOM MESSAGE TO PEOPLE!

SO LISTEN UP!

To Ritchie and Leanne: Have a fruitful mission trip in Nepal and greet Lolita for me please! God bless you guys! (sorry I can't be there to send you guys off, but I'll be praying for you guys in Singapore!) May there be more and more people in Nepal coming to know Jesus Christ! Expect the unexpected!

To Jeremy Kiu and Barnabas Soh: To my two beloved disciples! I pray your caregroup will burst with powerful testimonies and harvest! Have great faith in God that He is going to move in SP guys ministry! Mobilise the guys to toil for Jesus! Blessings are right next to you!

To Shepherd, Meihwa: Really thank God for you to be always there to show your care and concern for me! With your discerning, often it helps me alot in sharing things to you that I do not know how to start! Im really glad to have you as my shepherd, because I feel so comfortable with you! Thanks and thanks again okay? Let's charge for PSPT!

To Jolene Lau (the partner of my exile from SP, haha): Now that you are in NP doing pioneering, praise the Lord! Do feel honored that you are chosen to serve God in this ministry.. Just want to encourage you that it's going to be tough along the way of fighting for revival, but God is with you! Do not fear, but He will go before you to remove your enemies before hand! Believe! (I'll be around to listen to you when you need a listening ear yeah.)

To magdalene, Lestari, Lemmuel and Leslie: Oh my goodness! I miss you guys lots man. Still remember the times we had together in Kuching? It's just so much of memories! By the way, where are my photos ah? Lemmuel! Send me! Let's meet up more man and catch up together someday yea? Love you guys!

To Joella: Back from Dubai already right! Must have lots in your mind and lots to share with me bah right? Laughs. Just like minutes ago I just receive your messages asking me whether want meet for supper anot! Anyway, rest well and take a long break to think through. Share more to me again, we'll evaluate it together =) And thanks in advance for the gifts!

To my Family: I love you guys! And Im looking forward to shift back to my old house and enjoy my time with my family members.. Not like now in the new house with my sister ya. God please just bless us! Amen!

And a MESSAGE TO ALL READERS: May God bless you! Walk your path straight with God. =)

Genesis Jorris 12:57:00 AM

My new Idol. My goodness. He captures my heart!

Laughs.
Anyway, the way he sing really captivates.
Girls? Don't be too mesmerize by him yeah.

I like this type of voice yeah.

Genesis Jorris 6:56:00 PM

I went shopping, like crazy.
Bought stuffs.

It's been years since I ever bought stuffs..
Wow. Can't expect I can do this today.
Well, thought it's fun to shop,
but I don't feel comfortable after buying.
Seems like... Something missing.

Well, got to say,
even though shopping is pretty "contented" for girls,
it didn't manage to complete me.
Still find something missing in me,
and Im still trying to find out...
I think it's got to do with,
BEST.

Can't settle with the good,
but only the BEST.
Where does the BEST comes from?
Only God knows. =)

Well anyway,
thank God for Shawn who went shopping with me!
He had quite a big harvest after all,
cotton on have this "sale" that's really crazy.
Example:
$5 for a polo tee,
$15 for a cardigan,
$ 15 for a 3/4 pants.
(males and limited)
Don't miss it!

blah.... That's it for today, let tomorrow be blessed.
(and sorry God.)

Genesis Jorris 12:05:00 AM

NOTE TO SANTONO:
Your blog got virus ah. faster kill it.

Anyway I find that keeping your blog alive,
takes alot of perseverance.
You must be enthusiastic about your own blog,
and must be passionate to share your life!
Furthermore, if it's a public blog,
remember the purpose why is it made public..
It's for public readers to learn from your life!
Or maybe for some blogs, meant for entertainment.
In all sort of purposes, if it's a public blog,
do include meaningful details and interesting scenarios!
Don't let it be dull =.=

Most important of all,
NEVER LET YOUR BLOG DIE...
That's irresponsible to your blog.
It's like buying a dog and then throw it into the street,
it's that cruel!

PURPOSE OF THIS POST:
A strong REMINDER to all,
please update your blog consistently..

(heh heh)

Genesis Jorris 1:13:00 PM

well well, have my communication skills for Biz module,
I don't mind attending that 3 hour tutorial,
because the tutor is pretty and nice and sweet. Laughs.
However, it is really getting boring...
Never mind! At least I submitted my assessment...
More to expect the following few weeks. =(

After that let me recall a little.. Hmm..
Went to FC6 to have dinner with Shawn!
We ate the muslim stall, and as usual he's damn dumb,
he sort of swallowed a big lump of chilli I think,
thus he was like fuming with lots of sweat flowing down.
Morale of the story is: Don't eat without checking.
Some recommendation for you guys as well,
the food at FC6 of SP are really tasty.. And cheap!
Nasi lemak for like 1 buck? And wanton noodles for $1.80!
So whether you are a student or not in SP,
you should come and try out the food here...
Especially the yong tau foo!

Oh yea, I have not shared a good news to all of you!
Shihui from SP unit was HS baptised today!
We prayed for her in the karaoke room at moberly in SP,
I think for quite a long time.. Around 40 minutes.
And it was a really divine and holy experience.
Praise the Lord for His blessings!

A little message for Shihui:
Continue to have that curiousity like an infant,
thirsty for His spirit, hunger for His blessings.
Desire for more of His spirit to overflows in you,
and pray consistently in His spirit. =)
Continue to grow as His steward,
takecare and God bless!

Last but not least, let's all grow to love God more!

Genesis Jorris 12:21:00 AM

A smile everyday, keeps discouragement away.

Nice? I made this with Ryan's leftover food at SP foodcourt 4.

Anyway, went for WAM night cum Team ministry gathering.
It was a great time praying for one another,
praising and worshipping God together.
We played games as well, it was real fun,
and Im glad to see so many volunteers getting affirmed,
with the LONG SERVICE AWARD.

Hope one day I can acknowledge my service to God as well. ha.

It was sweet to witness people like Desmond Pang,
affirming his team for their stewardship and sacrifice.
He said: I LOVE YOU to his team in front of everybody! ha.
Some other ministry head also affirmed their members,
it really warms my heart to see such affirmation carried out.
Such spirit is really worth learning. =)

And Im looking forward to Friday!
Jogging with Meihwa and Jolene,
fruits feasting after that...
And then, Shepherding!

Pray Meihwa don't fall asleep... Haha.
Looking forward!

Genesis Jorris 12:39:00 AM

Have lots of tasks on my TO-DO LIST.

brain a little bursting, but then I recall, God You are there!
Last night I slept at like 10pm?
But ended up having "insomnia" till 5am.
Was really tired, somemore am moving house,
got to pack up all my stuffs into boxes and move them around.
Man, I didn't realise I have so much stuffs,
until I start to remove them from all the shelves.

Back to my TO-DO LIST, it's pretty scary.
Share a little testimony to you guys.

I think the proposals I have to submit are more than 7,
the plans for meeting, gatherings, visitations are more than 5,
brainstorming projects are more than 5,
my own diploma assessments are sort of coming up,
issues and problems that need my reviewing,
ministry pioneering and structuring to handle,
plus new ministry duties: SM and SINGER.
in total, I got to say I'll collapse in truth, if not for JESUS.

I was looking at those tasks that I need to complete,
and then refering to the datelines I quickly turn away,
because those datelines really freaks me out.
Was wondering, how am I going to do all these!
Suddenly got reminded by God,
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me".
Oh yeah? It's really true!

I just completed my assessment,
for the module: Communication skills for Business.
Finished contacting leaders to settle members' issue.

Up on list:
Decor planning, Image training, Teamhope meetings.
Info counter/offering ministry coordination.

MOST IMPORTANT TASK:

MEETING WITH JESUS. =)

I won't forget you, God.

Genesis Jorris 2:04:00 PM

Holy Spirt stirs in Me
There and then I was rebuked.

Father spoke and strike my Heart
Why have you sinned, my beloved child?

Emotions overwhelmed Me
It was me that allowed it to happen..
Had I been careful of the path behind Me
And focus on the route in front Me
I would not have stumbled and fall.

Woe to me, one that drove my Lord to Tears
for I have broke His heart that love.
Your rebuking words are soothing to My Ears
Here I bow down in Repentance.

Father forgive, your sinful Steward
Let your Holy Blood flows down my Forehead
I ask for your Forgiveness
For I know You are my Savior
So Lord acknowledge my plead,
And pour down Your mercy and Grace.

Help me to Love like Jesus Love.
A Wide heart for people, like Jesus had.
Forgiving even when they don't deserve.
Much less one who is equally sinful.

Let my focus be always on You,
and not on the things of this world.
Situations can be in disfavor
Luring emotions can circulates around
People can always not reacts as what's desired
But one thing never change,
is Your love, Your presence, Your Word.
Focus on You,
keeps me in peace.

Consecrate me Lord, for your Work.

Genesis Jorris 1:58:00 AM

I am

I know

I Speak