.You make the GENESIS out of Me.

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Genesis Jorris 5:53:00 PM

The Story of the Dismantled Crippled Beggars Gang.

All the way from Toh Guan Road,
I held on my both hands a blue pail,
and a paperbag containing mummy's curry,
with a pink haversack containing my clothes,
I headed off to SP HQ like if Im leaving home for good.

I swept and mopped the living room that was filled with dirt,
and placed everything in order to await for the beggars.
To me, the day was a very special day,
because it is probably the very last day,
the beggars will unite together for a care group.
I tested the video I created for them on the laptop,
I get ready the holy communion elements.
And while I was waiting together with a few for the rest,
thoughts well up in my mind, and tears formed in my heart.
I love them alot, to the extent that my heart hurts,
at the thought that we're going to dismantle soon.
Though I am glad and joyful that people are moving on,
growing and be heading for a new phase of challenges,
but my heart still aches at the thought of:
the ending of Crippled Beggars Legacy.

Not many arrived in the beginning,
was a little upset why have some yet came by.
But I went on to talk about the heritage of the Beggars,
with a 2 page essay I written according to my memory.
It was heart warming to recall and remember,
I paused plenty of times when I presented to them the story,
because tears was welling up in my eyes,
and I had no choice to stop and calm my emotions.
It was such a great time that,
God had blesses the beggars for the past 6 months,
and Im grateful for everything God has pour in as our memories.

Bit by bit, one by one came in the end..
In total there were Edmund, Jasmine, Joella, Laiteng,
Jeremy, Gordon and Wanting who turned up.
There's nothing much I can do for them but just acts of love.
So I played a short video of the times we had together,
I pour in water into the blue pail I've brought,
and washes their feets for them.
I speak genuine thoughts I have for them and encourages them,
and then prayed one by one along when I washes their feets.

At the ending, the elements of the Lord's supper was taken out,
and I spoke and shared to them..
Another significance of the Lord's supper lies in the part where,
Jesus made it a communion instead of an act to be taken alone.
It is where everyone wait for each other and come together,
to partake the elements and remember Jesus together.
We came together, waiting for one another,
and partake the Holy Communion together,
because we want to remember together that it was God,
who make us who we are today and blesses the identity of CB.

"Love one another, be there for each other, build strong R/S
with each other, do not neglect anyone around you, be there
for them and love them like how Jesus loves you."

God is love. God is the reason. God is the source. God is the foundation.
Love is the foundation.
Let the love manifest everywhere you beggars go,
this is my wish for all of you. =)

Love all with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.

Genesis Jorris 5:34:00 PM

Subject: Isaiah 65:24 - 'Before they call, I will answer'

This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa.

One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive; as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator).We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts.

One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in.Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways.'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts. Your job is to keep the baby warm.

'The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother had died.During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed, 'send us a water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.' While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll know You really love her?'

As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly say, 'Amen'? I just did not believe that God could do this. Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything, the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never, ever received a parcel from home.Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water bottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door. By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the veranda, was a large twenty-two pound parcel.

I felt tears pricking my eyes.. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children. Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly. Excitement was mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out brightly colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? I grasped it and pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could. Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly too!' Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small, beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted! Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?'

That parcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five month s before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it 'that afternoon'.'Before they call, I will answer' (Isaiah 65:24). This awesome prayer takes less than a minute. When you receive this, say the prayer, that's all you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to whomever you want - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. T here is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue praying for one another!

Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this right now.
I am asking You to minister to their spirit at this very moment.
Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy.
Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence to work through them.
Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them by revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy with You.
Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Your courage.
Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage them.
Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around them, and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it.I ask you to do these things in Jesus' name.'

~abstracted from a forwarded email. (testimony of faith)

Genesis Jorris 2:05:00 PM

It had been an amazing experience for me in the past few weeks,
when I encounter the infilling of the Holy Spirit,
in the every day walk of my life, my daily routine.
I will say it is really such a great blessing,
that we as His children are blessed with the gift of the Holy Spirit,
to accompany us in this walk with God,
so may it be there always to guide and remind us.
A few weeks ago I made this prayer to the Lord,
that may the Lord bless me with the Holy Spirit,
to guide me in every single thing that I do in my life,
so that I will not fail His name and put down His glory.

And indeed the Lord answered my prayers!

With patient waiting of the Lord's timing,
He anointed me with sensitivity of the Holy Spirit,
that whenever I am about to do something of fault,
the Spirit will stir in me greatly to remind me,
of my conviction and desire to live life to the fullest.
Though I will say I am still a sinful woman,
but I thank God for His spirit that have guided me greatly,
in the past few weeks as well as the upcoming weeks.

I am so much refresh every single day by the Lord,
especially with the knowledge that the Spirit is within me,
and is working, alive and stirring powerfully every moment.
And I know that it is by the work of the Lord,
because no other thing can create,
such an intense and compelling spirit in me except Him.
I praise the Lord Almighty for His precise planning,
that when Jesus return to sit at the right side of His throne,
He never forgets to bless the Spirit with us,
so may we not be blinded but be guided by His ways.

The beautiful sky every morning brightens my day,
and in my heart it is like a gift from the Lord everyday,
to simply tell me that today is going to be another present.

I am thankful that God have picked me to be His chosen one,
to lead and guide and serve His people in the church.
I am filled with great humility that He have used me,
who is nothing but someone created when he breath life into dust.
The Lord has convicted me greatly to serve Him,
and I am filled with desire and vision to give Him my life.
What's my next purpose, direction and vision?
I am not in fear.
For I trust according to His timing, it will be reveal.

Thank You for teaching me patience,
love, kindness, goodness, gentleness, joy, peace, faithfulness,
self-control.

I want to continue to be generous and embracing to all,
of Your children.

Continue to grow me,
I've got much to grow. =)

Genesis Jorris 11:39:00 PM

Don't wait till it's too late.

He loves you, do you know?

Nothing is Impossible.

If they can, why can't you?

"God made me blind, big deal! He gave me a talent of music abilities and opportunities to meet people."

Look forward and what you have, not what you do not possess.

Last but not least, get ready.

He may come tonight, He may come next week, He may come anytime.

Behold, are you ready?

Genesis Jorris 1:16:00 AM

dear God,

I've reached another phase of my life where ponderings flood my mind. Histories of happenings in my life are returning like the running of a arts and humanities movie. Im starting to recall everything that have taken placed in the past 3 years. The fateful phase in every single year is arriving in my life once again, the period where I recall July 16th of my life, the day where I came to receive You and everything became different from then onwards. My heart and soul never fails to reminisce the past in evaluations and reaffirmations when July draw nears annually, for I can never forget how You planned somehow for Your church to reach me and bring me back to Your embrace.

It's not an emotional phase, or a time where Im depressed and upset. But it is a time of reflection and a time of realisation regarding His grace, mercy and blessings. In this very year 2008, I learnt greatly about His forgiveness, and He inspire my thoughts with His psalms in chapter 78 to 81. Times and times again we as His children failed His plans and love for us, yet He never fails to be there for us and lift us up. His forgiveness, patience, love and grace is just so abundant and infinite. When I looked back on what I've done, Im filled with shame because how many times have I sinned against Him and angered Him, yet He still embrace me in His arms when I cried for His presence and help.

I thank God He blesses me with a beautiful and wonderful group, crippled beggars. Though the time that we've spent together is short, but God blesses me with great sources of happy memories that I can never forget. The time of suffering and persevering together, the time of seeking the Lord together, the time of depending and supporting each other, the time of reaping together! Though we may not be the best caregroup that have ever existed, but I thank God he make us unique that no other group can ever experience what we had. God is great, He blesses each group with an unique experience and growth that no one can compare with each other for what they've received.

Now the next half of the year is arriving, and it marks a new beginning of a charge that shall never be forgotten. I am fearful and doubtful, because I am so limited and small. But when I look up to God, He speaks no worries, have confidence and courage, for He is there, I will be comfort and filled with passion to go all the way for Him. I still have many things that Im holding back, but I will make full use of each day to give more and more. I thank God He still pick me despite of all my faults and imperfections, I will give my best to You Lord, take my everything!

I want to focus on Your future,
I want to remember Your past,
I want to cherish Your present,
for me.

=)

Genesis Jorris 10:49:00 PM

Genesis Jorris 4:18:00 AM

當你不再是故事里的主角
沉默憂慮填滿了所有一切
你有如風一般的蕭灑獨特
完全不顧周圍地來去自如

我望著在發亮的一片天空
心里就不知覺的填起愉快
閃爍的星星似乎有種魔力
能把我所有的悲感吸取掉

生命就像一首未完整的歌
他填寫了美麗豐富的歌詞
再安排有愛又有痛的曲子
當音樂停止你就容入感動

雖然每天的心情時好時壞
狂風暴雨隨時都可能侵入
不過你永遠還是我的太陽
雨過天晴是你給我的承諾

你為我付出了所有的一切
就因為一句簡單的我愛你
一顆破碎的心填滿著傷痕
是我唯一能奉獻給你的謝

黃雪婷已不在是一位傀儡
而是耶穌真心勇敢的戰士
她雖然動作舉止俗氣丑陋
可胸口充滿了愛意與慈祥

我要為你將所有一切努力，為你付出。
請給我你耐心的等待，
我會加油。

支持我。

Genesis Jorris 10:36:00 PM

I will bless Your name, Oh Lord
I will bless Your name..
I give You all my praise,
for Your mercy and Your grace
I will bless Your name..

Jesus is good, Amen?

The ESS is over, and praise the Lord,
He bless the entire production a success,
not because of what we have done,
but because of His mercy and grace,
He bind the transitions and flow the spirit.

It was amazing to witness the 2 hour plus service,
for His presence was so strong together with us.
I knew He was there, speaking to me,
for the infilling of the Holy Spirit was so strong within.
When Altar Call arrives at the very time,
I was earnestly praying so hard to God.
I keep asking God to pour down His presence,
to fill each and every heart with the love of His,
to stir and move their souls that they can't deny He's there.

Initially at the end of altar call,
there's yet anyone from my CG moving down to the altar,
I was a little disappointed and upset.
But then I told God, God whatever it is,
I hand it all into your Hands. Do your work,
and make it happen!

Then! I receive Great News!
That the visiting Christian, who do not have a church,
and is looking for a church to commit,
have find that our services are comfortable an enjoyable,
and He like the community and atmosphere!
He has decided to return to our services regularly!
And another non-believer,
all along there had been hinderance in his life,
towards receive Jesus..
And his mentality and faith in God had not been strong.
But he had decided somehow, to say the sinner's prayer,
and now we're working hard to speak into his life,
encourage him and bring him through!

And God is so good!
It's not the blessings that's why I want to praise God,
but it's because of how amazingly He works in many hearts,
that I can't contain my praises and worship to Him.

I am really overwhelmed by Jesus.
Praise Him.

Genesis Jorris 2:48:00 PM

whenever your strength gets depleted,
look up and you will find yourself restore.

I am very drained physically and mentally,
with all the responsibilities of Image ministry,
the upcoming ESS preparation through out the week,
on top of that having to meet up my DMM and CG,
further more people problems arises somehow,
It is indeed a big burden on my shoulder.

When I am down, tired, weary, beaten,
I found Him there.

I was repentful and guilty when He reminded me His presence,
for I have neglected to seek Him for restoration.
But God was good and merciful,
He spoke into my heart that He forgives all who seek earnestly.
I was touched and filled with tears,
and I ran after Him in a little love letter I wrote.

Soon after I was encouraged by this dear brother James,
whom I believe God send him to brighten my day,
and speaks to me through his conviction and compassion for people.
It lifted my spirit and charged me to continue,
fighting for God in this battle for people's lives.

God once again comfort my soul through a worship,
where His presence was so strong that it drives my tears out.
I know He was there next to me,
placing me into His arms and stroking my head,
telling me "no worries", He is here with me to complete everything.

Even though very few people can understand the stress of Image,
where many thinks that it should be pretty simple,
im actual fact it is never so.
In fact Image is really tough to handle and plan.
I thank God He is there to sustain me and support me,
even though last minute situations keep striking me.
I am amazed by His love for even though I've place Him at the side until now,
He is still filled with this unconditional love,
to provide and guide me throughout.

Thank you my Lord.
I love you.

A little msg:
Drama team, you can do it!
Kaien, do take care of yourself, you will recover in the name of Jesus!
Luke, your desire for God have impresses me.. Let it continue to grow!

Deco team, you guys rocks!
Especially to those who stay back lately for the preparation..
Thank God for your sacrifices =)

Genesis Jorris 1:38:00 AM

我在想著，
一個女孩的故事。

她出身于貧窮家庭背景，
從小到大，她努力的打拚她的未來。
她有一個很單純的想法，只要能幸福，就足夠了。

她很累，也很怕。
擔心有一天，她還沒完成她想在這世上完成的事情，她就走了。

有時她希望有人能在她身旁愛惜她，
可是沒有人。因為大家都覺得她很堅強，
不會有很大的問題。

有時她會希望她自己什麼都不是，
因為那樣或許會比較多人珍惜她，愛護她，保護她。
她想要一個很溫軟的雙手，擁抱著她，就這樣。

她只想在一個人的懷抱中哭泣，
會太過分嗎？她只希望把她的委屈，用淚水來表達。

我為這為女孩感到傷感。
加油了女孩，妳可以的。主會支持妳。

Genesis Jorris 4:05:00 PM

Look at the sky, you'll find the stars,
that though they're far,
yet they still shines brightly for you.

Sometimes we just never take note of the stars,
because if you didn't take a closer look,
you will never know they're actually right up there.

But if you were to take some time to just gaze at the sky,
you'll notice the beautiful stars that hangs on the black wide sky.
And if you were to give the stars a little bit more of your attention,
you'll see more and more of them amidst the sky,
and witnessing them gettin brighter and brighter.

It's not that they are turning brighter,
it's because you are paying more attention to the light it is giving to you.

When we seek God, it's the same as lookin at the stars.
We'll felt that God is just so far away because we don't really seek Him.
But when one really give his or her time to spend with the Holy One,
they will find Him when they seek Him.

God is the brightest star in my life.

Genesis Jorris 3:57:00 PM

CRIPPLED BEGGARS RETREAT
PHOTOS

THE COMPULSORY GAME OF THE BEGGARS:
MAHJONG

Look how He sleep =.=

Hitting in progress
(The violent game of beggars)
Shot 1: Edmund under attack

Hitting in progress
(The violent game of beggars)
Shot 2: wanting's weird pose

The handsome three!
Gordon, Jason and Edmund

Gordon:
with his forever in love POOL

Best brand of pillow for Jason:
Jeremy Pte Ltd feather pillows

Jeremy stuck in the tyre!!!

Edmund!
(my cool and hiphop sheep....)

Wanting with her famous TWEEZE!
(you get the replica from gordon and Jeremy;
don't get it? Ask them)

Spiderman in action!
(guess who is it!)

Raymond with Jason!
(and Raymond look young in this photo!)

and what's with the 幸福 look on Jeremy while on Jason's shoulder?
=.=

Jeremy (with his trademark smile)
and colin (in his weird pose)

Vain Gordon with His favourite pose together with Jason.

Chix wings on top of the burning charcoal =)
Yummy!

BBQing in process!
You have Edmund the Main Chef,
Jasmine the second Chef,
and pooi teng the intern.

One of the cook of the day:
wanting!
(though I can't comment much about the food)

The wellknown dish of the day:
drunken prawns burning in flames.

Jasmine with the weirdo me! ha.

And this is hilarious.
(notice: Jason bow down yet still taller)

Jasmine (the one that was said to have eyes that talk)
Jason (the one that have red face whenever he drinks)

Lame or Cool? You Pick.
Please exclude the hairband though.

Jasmine, Jason and Edmund.
(The Vodka gang of the day)

Group photo:
featuring laiteng, wanting, jason, joella, pooiyee and jeremy!
(though it look like 1 pacifier VS 5 babies)

Kungfu Panda aka Fatty Spiddy?
(Just imagine it, with the hairband)

His madness along the road.
(bet it must have been the Vodka Vanilla)

The RED FACE Jason with the BUSY PRODUCER Edmund
=)

Genesis Jorris 3:14:00 AM

Crippled Beggars Retreat
aka Jacob's Place hideout

And what can I say,
that the Lord bless the bunch of beggars with a great time of fellowship,
with a wonderful location for relaxation and chit-chatting.

Though not all were present on the fateful days,
those that can make it enjoyed themselves greatly.
And in my heart I really prayed and hoped that the others,
can similarly enjoy themselves somehow or rather,
through other ways that the Lord will be blessing them.

We really spent 2 full days resting and exciting each other.
And Im really thankful for the Lord has use that really short 2 days,
to comfort many heart and bond many relationships.
Through the little retreat that we had together,
He drawn us much closer than before and gave us fruitful memories.
Perhaps I got to say there will always be some human mistakes,
whereby the program flow did not go as it is planned,
and also some of us ended up having stomachache (diarrheoa).
You can see some stoning by the beach somehow,
or even some agitated souls because of the misplanned timing.

Yet you just know, God never fails to complete our faults.

He bless us with a wonderful time of encouragement,
for our dear new sister, laiteng, to reaffirm her decision of receiving Christ.
Though silence overcame some hearts by the beach,
God encourage and make it fruitful with lovely/fruitful sharings,
as well as ponderings that strengthen the heart in perseverance.
Although people like Jeremy Kiu really put in his heart and soul,
to plan for the devotion program in the morning,
it resulted in such a way that it was not appropriate due to the timing,
and the forfeit of the guitarist (due to illness and family reasons),
the program of being cancelled.
But God had bless us with such a heart-giving brother,
and trained him well in his flexibility in receiving changes.
And Im so proud of him. =)

Im really happy to see some heavy hearts being soften,
smiles painted on dull and troubled faces because of the joy we had.
Im glad to see Gordon being real and truthful of who he is,
and enjoying time together with him while with all the others.
Im filled with joy to see huiru on friday afternoon,
though joining us only for a short while, but I thank God for her initiative,
to even take the extra mile to come all the way to orchard,
just to get the keys from me to get the guitar in HQ.
Im amazed to see Jason joining with us for the retreat,
and glad to hear from him he enjoyed the time together alot.
Seeing Edmund getting reconnected with all of us,
and he himself proclaiming that God had recently refreshes his heart,
really touches me and I really praise God for what He had done.

I just want to say,
God you leave me speechless.
Thank you, for blessing me such a wonderful time,
with my beloved crippled beggars. =)

just a few things to say to a few people..

huiru: I believe you must have gone through alot recently having to struggle with ur studies, ur family, ur strive to grow God's kingdom, and ur fever as well. It must have been hard on you having to stay at home though you really wanted to come and be together with us. My dear, continue to grow stronger each new day. This shall not be the only retreat, we'll have plenty of time to celebrate all together in the future. Just want to tell you, I love you. =)

Jeremy: I praise God for what He had done in your heart, and I am amazed at your transformation and desire to serve the Lord. Kiu! You've been a really great sheep and I am really proud to be your shepherd. I just want to encourage you to continue to take this burden you have for His kingdom far more than you think you can, because the Lord is with you and He is going to bless you with abundance, if you believe. Grow well my dear, I believe in you just as much I believe that God is going to use you.

Joella: You know my dear sheep, and also my very dear sister whom we share very dear issues about our lives to each other, I just want to say plainly in this post, that I really love you alot. You are very important in my life, and I thank God that you're there to identify with my life, and there to act as a reflection of certain areas of my life that I struggle sometimes. I love you Joella, though sometimes you don't really show your responses to my concern, I believe you know and appreciate this love as well. Continue to grow stronger to be His church Planter!

Jason: Thank you, for just asking me. (only you know, ha.) Thank you, for your prayers.

Gordon: You know I just want to say this, though I've never really say this before.. I love you. In fact I've been really hard on you all these while, and always been hard on you, always been teasing you, but I want you to know, I really love you alot, as my sheep, and you are very dear to me. And I really desire greatly, to see you growing stronger each new day, and to be a great leader for Jesus one day, very soon. (though you may not be seeing this for you don't read my blog, I still hope somehow this message will be deliver to you. Somehow or rather, I believe it will reach you. Love you, once again.)

Wanting: Another life testimony that amazes me greatly, another person that encourages me with what God has transform. Wanting you've really grown greatly, and I see great potential in you to grow to be a pillar for God in His kingdom as well. I just want to encourage you to continue to grow stronger in your emotions for God, and let God strengthen your inner world with His peace, joy and love. Continue to let your child-like faith influence more and more of your friends that have not come to know Jesus. Let's continue to work hard as God's vessels to build His people up. =)

Laiteng: I just want to say this again, you're not going to regret this decision to come to know the Lord. I believe that there are many things in your life, but one thing that you can be sure of is, Jesus will be there to solve everything for you. Continue to grow in your faith, and I really hope to witness you being filled by the holy spirit very soon. Love you!

(and to all the others, though I've not mention you above, it doesn't means I don't love you! haa. Well.. I just want to say this to all the others whom I've not stated above, that all of you matters alot to me in my heart, for each individual plays an important part in making who I am today. Thank you for building genesis jorris today, and in the coming future!)

Thank you God =)

Genesis Jorris 2:13:00 AM

there is a load relieve from my heart today,
and I praise the Lord Jesus for His providence.
Thank you Father for your courage in me,
thank you my Lord for anointing me with wisdom.
Thank you my great God whom put words in my mouth,
thank you for instilling abundant patience in my heart.

The great matter that bothers me for years,
is arriving to His timing to be solve and be uncover.
That I praise Jesus for helping me to persevere these while,
that I am supported well till today that I am still holding on.
According to His will it shall be done,
and I am confident that the time has come,
for the matter to be solve and for us to move on.

Father you put me in their lives as your vessel,
so may you use me to mould them to be stronger children.
I am here, called to be your mouthpiece,
to speak your edifying truth into their lives,
and be your lips to rebuke their wrongs.

It is taxing and stressing to hold up well this role,
but Father I am willing to take up your calling.
No matter what you are to call me to position in,
I will raise both of my hands up high to be ready at all times.
Father hear my cries today,
that I shout my loyalty to your plans not mine.
That even though this is of great perseverance for me,
I am delightful to announce my willingness to obey.
Take me and use me,
for I am here, at your command.

Everything I offer to you, my KING.

Genesis Jorris 3:44:00 AM

I think my heart had just been lifted by Jesus,
that it is hanging high in the air,
because it do not want to lay back on the ground.

He stirred my innermost desires for justice,
and rebuked my often sins of laziness.
My heart was softened for more of His work,
so may I who is nothing be used for great work.
He have come so may I have life,
to fill me with a great momentum that never I achieve.

Jesus the son of God is such an awesome God,
that this inexpressible joy within me I could not explain.
I could only proclaim that Im hyped to be His vessel,
and to be used to drill His church to be His Holy ground.

The burden is heavy,
and I could not stand one second facing the fact that His people,
have continued to sin against Him after receiving Him in their lives.
I am strongly convicted to pull every single fellow Christians,
to lead their lives as Holy as it should be,
because the Lord says: Be Holy, for I am Holy.

I am weak, poor, limited, easily defeated,
I am lacking of plenty in order to attain success.
But because of YOU I am complete,
because of JESUS I am provided fully with everything.
Thus Success no longer become an effort of my own,
but it is a PROMISE from God so long I continue,
to call upon HIS WONDERFUL NAME.

I LOVE YOU MY LORD, MY JESUS.

Genesis Jorris 12:14:00 PM

Open Arms
by Max Lucado

If you ever wonder how in the world God could use you to change the world, look at the people God used to change history. A ragbag of ne'er-do-wells and has-beens who found hope, not in their performance, but in God's proverbially open arms.

Abraham- God took what was good and forgave what was bad and used "old forked tongue" to start a nation. Moses- would you call upon a fugitive to carry the Ten Commandments? God did. David- his track record left little to be desired, but his repentant spirit was unquestionable. Jonah- God put him in a whale's belly to bring him back to his senses. But even the whale couldn't stomach this missionary for too long.

On and on the stories go: Elijah, the prophet who pouted; Solomon, the king who knew too much; Jacob, the wheeler-dealer; Gomer, the prostitute; Sarah, the woman who giggled at God. One story after another of God using man's best and overcoming man's worst.

The reassuring lesson is clear. God used (and uses!) people to change the world. People! Not saints or superhumans or geniuses, but people. Crooks, creeps, lovers, and liars--he uses them all. And what they may lack in perfection, God makes up for in love.

Jesus later summarized God's stubborn love with a parable. He told about a teenager who decided that life at the farm was too slow for his tastes. So with pockets full of inheritance money, he set out to find the big time. What he found instead were hangovers, fair-weather friends, and long unemployment lines. When he had had just about as much of the pig's life as he could take, he swallowed his pride, dug his hands deep into his empty pockets, and began the long walk home; all the while rehearsing a speech that he planned to give to his father.

He never used it. Just when he got to the top of the hill, his father, who'd been waiting at the gate, saw him. The boy's words of apology were quickly muffled by the father's words of forgiveness. And the boy's weary body fell into his father's opened arms.

The same open arms welcomed him that had welcomed Abraham, Moses, David, and Jonah. No wagging fingers. No clenched fists. No "I told you so!" slaps or "Where have you been?" interrogations. No crossed arms. No black eyes or fat lips. No. Only sweet, open arms. If you ever wonder how God can use you to make a difference in your world, just look at those he has already used and take heart. Look at the forgiveness found in those open arms and take courage.

And, by the way, never were those arms opened so wide as they were on the Roman cross. One arm extending back into history and the other reaching into the future. An embrace of forgiveness offered for anyone who'll come. A hen gathering her chicks. A father receiving his own. A redeemer redeeming the world.

No wonder they call him the Savior.

Genesis Jorris 2:37:00 PM

My heart boils for Jesus.
And it is beating very hard against my chest,
for it is shouting, "God I want to be your vessel!"
In me the verse: Here I am, Send Me,
keeps repeating again and again.
And I want to proclaim to Jesus my Lord,
that Father if you were to ask, "whom Shall I Send?"
I will raise my hands and scream out to you,
Here I am, Send Me!

And I trust in Jesus's direction for me,
in His ministry, not mine.
That Father your direction remains in tertiary for me,
that Lord you called me as your leader,
to lead your people out of their worldly desires.
Father I ask of you to anoint and build me,
for I myself alone is weak and poor.
But God I know with your strengthening and power,
you make me strong and huge against my foes,
that they may fall and be defeated with my punches!

God you called me to lead a challenging nation,
I place my trust only on You.
Not on my strength or my ability,
but on your calling and your anointing.
Because if based on my own power,
I will surely fail and fall in defeat.
But with your support I will be in victory!
For God you are an Awesome God!
And you are Victorious!

My heart and mind feels deeply for His SP Campus.
That I greatly want to be used by Jesus,
to reach out to many of His people that are still lost.
Father use me to lead your people,
to reach out to lost souls wandering about.
Help us to see our vision for Your Kingdom,
to come to a pass!
Father anoint us and equipe us,
so may we reach out to our friends and families,
and see them coming back into Your Kingdom!

HERE I AM, SEND ME!

Genesis Jorris 1:07:00 AM

my heart beats for the people.
It sings "hallelujah" to His beloved children.

I want to run the race for Him.
I want to complete the race in His name.
Looking at my current situation,
I will scream and shout to move forward,
and charge further for His glory to be revealed.

I love God,
and I want to glorify Him.
I want to be used as a vessel of His ministry,
so may I be a part of His great mission,
and a contribution to His great plans.

Jesus He is my saviour,
and my life everything belongs to Him.
I take nothing else but my hope,
and hand everything else into my Father's Hand.

I give Him my everything,
for He is my everything.
God guide me,
show me the way,
I need your directions.

Genesis Jorris 12:30:00 AM

I am

I know

I Speak