.You make the GENESIS out of Me.

My passion is moving and changing. Or in actual fact, i have not realise what is my passion ultimately. is it music? is it serving? is it leading? My desire for singing, is diminishing.. perhaps because something greater have come.. my calling for NOW.. to lead a greater flock. to display my leadership and pastoral heart for his followers. No longer the stirring of passion in music will disrupt my focus in leading the group, the unit.. not because they are not important to me anymore, in fact, music still plays a major part of my life.. but when God's calling come when u are staying focus on him, nothing can stop u from returning and reciprocating his call. U will just go straight and take up the challenge.

now i long to firm up my desire in being a strong leader for him. to be a salt and light to all potential leaders whether in studies, in work or in pastoral. Though currently im still shaking in believing that i too, despite of my weakness, can lead BIG for god, i trust God will pull me through this time of determining my faith n perseverance. passion for his name, is what i want to instill in my heart. a passion that can only be found in my service to the Lord, a passion that is only worthy of his name, a passion that longs to go after God. Father! hear this prayer for a passion after you! I long to be passionate for your kingdom. for every work that you called me to do in my life.

Genesis Jorris 11:40:00 PM

God is faithful.

can somebody say amen?!!!

wo de "tears" bu shi bai liu de.

indeed he refreshes me with his powerful word and encouragement through people.

I will no longer dwell in that dilemma.

For the Lord is in control.

Today unit evangelism meet was fantastic! refreshes my desire to share my faith to the people out there in SP! my dear preys! watch out! for im going fishing soon! Indeed this SP70, is not going to come if we continue to dwell inour comfort zone, come SPians, who is in with me?!! Come let's go and win people to be convicted of the KOG! let's fight for the glory to come! dun forget, we will be celebrating with 70 people this coming christmas countdown!

Had a great shepherding with lennon. Thank you BOSS-PHERD. for your encouragement and support in my leadership. i will expand my territory! i will lead this group that will be used by God strongly! Gift od leadership and the word of wisdom, with a discerning heart, Lord you hear this prayer of your steward! Help me Lord, to maximise my giftings to enlarge the tents of yours. Help me to develop them to the fullest to serve you greater.

My heart beats.

Powerfully.

each beat represents my faith.

Strong.

Single.

Clear.

Father i will serve you great.

Anoint me.

AMEN.

Genesis Jorris 2:27:00 AM

its really Hard.
Its so tough.
But im not going to give up.

Father.
Even if it had to come to the extent my tears are all poured out.
I will not stop doing your work.
I will never be beaten.
But Lord.
My body is growing weak.
Im afraid.
Im really scared.

Help me Lord.
To recover the joy and to find your strength.
So then can i stay fighting.
For your battle.
Indeed victory is ours.

cries to you. The awesome majesty. father strengthen your weak steward, for all she longs is to serve you. Help me to grow stronger. For this test that u have pose for your servant is indeed difficult. But Lord i trust and give thanks to you for the trial. That i'll be mould strong. That i will grow greater for you. Not let emotions carry me away. Help me. i really need you. to stay strong, and persevere through this test. i want to serve you greater. No matter how tough it is going to be, i will offer myself as an offering to you. No regrets. Just for you.

Tears roll, but my faith will never wavered.
=(

Genesis Jorris 12:26:00 AM

keep thinking about someone. can't get it off my mind.
God give me peace for a moment.

Have a sudden urge to take a break from studies too.
But i don't want to slack, i want to work hard.
God give your steward some quality rest.

Need love.
Need some curbing.
God control me.

Damn hungry now.
Am going to eat with my dear sheep evangeline.
And so.
Till i blog again. =)

Genesis Jorris 3:22:00 PM

I will call yesterday unit curdle a HQ "winter" cleaning instead to clear up your doubts. But it was fun! It's just so satisfying and fulfiling when the unit people come together to make their home a better one, and at the end of the day, everybody enjoy the cabonara and the "fried sphagetti" with sweat and laughters. Looking back, it was fruitful and indeed our unit people have grown.. people take intiative to lead games, to look out for any one that is left behind, to excite each other to help out in the cleaning, to intiate to help.. that was great!

No longer the leaders have to always be keeping a lookout.. but the people are growing strong! John, intiate to take care of the flock when all the leaders are busy preparing their best for the dinner.. Vincent, who is very flexible in leading the games.. That was good! keep it up SP guys! Many fringe members enjoyed greatly too.. such as yan han, who kept laughing at the way i talk.. evangeline, who went crazy yesterday.. hahaha. Zhanhong who is growing to become more n more open with the people in the unit, and im seeing his real self breaking out of that shell.. jia you people! let's stay close to the group!

I have a great time together with my leader.. MR BOSS PHERD. he went crazy yesterday and become so damn funny. OMG. i want to die because of his SLYness. show me that face again!!! you will know his madness if you are present yesterday.. use left over sphagetti to make dog food? give the doggy face? make doggy sound? splash WATER on me?? USE doggy to hit my head?? OMG. keke. Okay lar. he is NICE leader in case he use hebrew 13:17 again. OOPs. leading life closely with my leader! prayer answered! a note for mr lennon: jia you in your studies! i will continue to be your strong armour bearer de! SP will grow in momentum and will definitely break the bench mark! BLUE seats is ours!

Too bad those who cant make it miss all the fun. so SAD. keke. thanks to all SPians who have help out yesterday, the unit curdle, was a SUCCESS!

AMEN.

Genesis Jorris 2:57:00 PM

Score
Spiritual Gift
Statement/Response

21 : Pastor

21 : Administration

21 : Exhortation

21 : Music

19 : Discernment

19 : Teacher

17 : Craftsmanship

15 : Leadership

15 : Prophet

15 : Faith

15 : Wisdom

15 : Apostle

15 : Hospitality

13 : Missionary

13 : Knowledge

11 : Mercy

11 : Serving

11 : Evangelist

11 : Helps

9 : Intercession

6 : Healing

3 : Giving

My top giftings are the gift of pastor, gift of encouragement, gift of music and gift of administration. Lord. expand and help your steward to discover and develop the giftings you have given to her.

My ambition for the Lord: to be a worship pastor. i will serve you great if you allow me to. amen.

Genesis Jorris 3:49:00 AM

Hereby i make my little prayer to the Lord.
To ask for his provision and coverings over this life that was never perfect.

Lord hear this prayer from a grateful heart. I give thanks to you for your faithfulness in my life.. everytime i called out to you, you will be there to answer.. when i knock, you will open that door for me.. Thank you for being there with me, in times of tests and trials, in moments of joy and excitement.. Father not let me fall short of your goodness, let me continue to shine in your light and be your flames in this world. I long to follow your directions..

Father listen to the confessions of your steward. For i come to you with a repentful heart to confess every single act of emotions that have rush into my mind when i did not calm and stay focus on you.. father i repent of many actions that i have conduct that was not pleasant in your eyes, those that i was aware and those that i have not taken notice.. For i long to be consecrate by you, so may i be sanctified to do your work.. Father give me clean hands and a pure heart, so may i be purify and not be lead my my sinful nature when i lead your flock. Guard my heart.

O God, anoint your leader with more wisdom and knowledge.. So may i be equipped to lead your flock. Give me a reservoir of understanding so that i can teach your sheeps your way and guide them with powerful strategies. Search in my heart, that all i long to own this is not for my own glory, but is to be a better support i your kingdom.. i long to expand your land with your provision, if ever me, your steward have fall into the trap of the devil, remove this from me, until i have learnt to come back to you again. For my desire to be empower by your prowess is to serve, not to gain.. Thus Lord answer this request from your servant!

Father i pray for you to increase the territory of this dry and weary land.. and as i hold true to your rhema verse, psalms 63:1, i trust in you that when we call out to you, you will answer.. father we are desperate for growth, and we desire to break the bench mark! Lord answer this long prayer that we have made to you! allow us to witness new wineskins! allow us to hear news of converts! allow us to fill up the blue seats! together we pray hard for your hand to be upon this land of SP! 70 end dec 2006! we want to make it and we will make it! father allow us to celebrate the glory this coming christmas.. as i wait for your harvest. Lord use us bless us. all cries to you.

ah pa? i love u. keke.

Genesis Jorris 6:01:00 PM

God answer my prayer! As i make my wish when i cut that cake on that CTM retreat, i said: increase my heart for the people.. And as i make that every prayer in my life, i said: increase my love for your people. And indeed i could feel the stretch and expansion he is making in my heart right now! I so LOVE SP unit! i so LOVE SP3! i so LOVE my shepherd! i so LOVE my sheeps! i so LOVE every single test n trial! i so LOVE God!

i cant withheld the joy that have overflows in my heart but to proclaim about the goodness of what God have instore in my life.. once again, that adrenaline he always drives in my blood is coming in, and there is more moRE MORE! God is so good all the time! I can feel my conviction to lead my life greater for him even stronger.. never am i going to succumbs to the evil deeds of the devil! SHOO~ satan go away! I do not have to fight with you, for my Lord does not want me to. and i do not have to. All i need is to focus on my Lord, and there you will timidly run away. I shall not let you prey on my weakness, because God will be my strength!

Father! Use me greater for you! As i make my steps to lead strong your kingdom, let your steward be rewarded with jars of clay! Its not the appreciation in this world from mankind that matters to me, But it is that sentence from your mouth when i meet you face to face in heaven: You are my good and faithful servant that i long to hear! That is my motivation! That is what i long deepest in my heart! Lord not a moment of folly drives me to be blinded of your promises! I will be firm and strong for the Lord, because worldly contentment are not what i will take to heaven! From ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Only your love can stretch to last!

I long to be your intiative leader. Anything that you have inspire and enlighten your worker i will follow and voice out. Never will i not obey your spirit. Allow me to continue to be your vessel for this dry and weary land. Psalms 63:1, is my heartbeat for you. Oh God, i long to seek you, and i thirst for you! Let me find you there when ever i long or your presence! LORD! hear this prayer:

Remind your faithful servant to keep align to your promises and love. I shall not want to be tempted and irritated by the works of unpleasant workers. I shall continue to devote myself fully to you. wholeheartedly. Lord give you steward a greater love to love those who i am unable to. Help me to bring myself to love them despite of circumstance. Bring me to your glory. Lift me even higher Lord.

AMEN.

Genesis Jorris 2:31:00 AM

Have a sudden urge to read, to learn, to digest, to inject, to squeeze every single piece of news, skills, techniques, abilities, information, into my mind. I want to increase in my storage of knowledge! I want to be able to answer people's questions confidently, to be able to equipped myself with my experience and my understanding when i am dealed with dilemmas of problems and decisions.

Make my Mind full, my Lord. Give me word of knowledge. I need them from you.

Genesis Jorris 4:53:00 PM

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SP5 FINALE caregroup!

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Anniversary!

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Millenia walk unit caregroup!

Genesis Jorris 3:38:00 AM

otten lots of photos.. Ha. As i was flipping through lots of memories came flushing in.. Some cause me to laugh to myself , some flood tears in my eyes, some gave me a sense of satisfaction, some make me miss someone and somethings that is in the past.. Alright! let's take a look at them!

Me n My mehmeh [PG]

Me n Shuling BAOBAO

Me n BOSS-PHERD

The Manager, the celebrity, N the Maid!

Me n My sheepish Joella!

Me N randall!

Me n Larina!

Genesis Jorris 2:11:00 AM

Im attracted to the secrets behind fine arts. Be hold. And im going to tell you what i have discover. The spiritual enlightenment behind futurism. The advancement of cubism.

Angles. Defined Lines. Exaggerating colours. Contrast.

Technology shapes and sizes. The breakthrough to impossibilities.

Collage. Abstracts. Abrupt designs. Bold.

Fine arts tells me this:

Everything is possible.

Arts is exactly the message God has been trying to instill in our lives. And that's the reason why He allows them and made them a history. You can find arts everywhere. Not just perfectness, but in mistakes you find them too. For mistakes is a part of art. Futurism is about thinking out of the Box, not to be restricted with standards in the world, but to explore the impossibilties and pictate them onto your canvas. Let it be wild, and it will be wild.

Our life is an art. And we are the designers. And God has been injecting futurism into our style of arts. To enlighten our appreciation of the messiness and complications of the sketches, and to assist us to identifying the beauty of life beneath the lines of troubles and worries. We need to learn to draw futuristic portraits. We need to appreciate the meaning hidden behinds the trials and tests that comes in our Life. Like: art.

There are no boundaries in arts. The only restriction is ourselves. Our mind that have been shape by impossibilities in the world and thus often the quote "it's impossible" will hang at the corner of our lips. We need to lead our life by taking control, and believing it is as simple as a piece of canvas. Waiting for us to design and discover the next individual beauty we possess. We have the authority to break into futurism.

Lord let it be in your way. Make my life your art.

Genesis Jorris 5:13:00 PM

Cant stop blogging because im too excited.. to proclaim about the goodness of.............

This!!!

SP UNIT! the promises we will claim!

SP 70 End of December 2006

We will celebrate this GLORY!

DENY & DEFY ALL ODDS!

Genesis Jorris 12:19:00 AM

The crazy woman!
hahaha. im going to meet her up tomorrow. my beloved sheep.. we going to have great time of shepherding together man i tell you! whenever we are together... anything can happen.. Oh my God. haha.

LOOK at the crazy photos i took with her.. you know we are indeed crazy. AND THIS IS TAKEN AT CHANGI AIRPORT CUSTOM CHECK. hahaha. alright, till then.. i blog again. so excited to meet God honouring people!

AMEN.

decide to share a song im addicted to you guys today..

Promises by desperation Band

Woah Woah Woah ~

Genesis Jorris 11:58:00 PM

I miss the birdies. From HQ! A little upset that they are gone.. Going to miss times where they make alot of noise in HQ.. and the times where i feed them with lennon's almond slices, oops.. haha. But well felt somewhat happy for them too~ that they now return to the nature, back to their habitat no longer to be confine in a cage! God? if only i can fly like them too.. to have true freedom in my life. For true freedom comes not in the things i like to do, but to do what i ought to do. And that is to serve you my Lord. Fulfil the purpose in me.

Wanted to take the time now to think a little further.. God, take me to the furthermost end of my mind.. Help me to ponder on issues that i want to think through.. Lord? When i follow you firmly, indeed there will be times where your power threatens the people around me.. For you are great, and when you are with me, you will lift me higher.. Im feeling exclusive for you.. And it is indeed struggling for me to face the attitudes of man.. LORD! help me to stay strong in following your ways and not be determine by how people think of me and their cunning acts to push themself greater.. For my focus is on you, and you will shield me from my enemies attacks.. help them to realise too, so they will repent not too late..

A little thing lennon said during caregroup strikes my heart.. What is your ambition? indeed.. since small.. i wanted to own my very own retail shop.. And as i grow up, this dream sharpen itself and shapen its details.. Right now, i want to open up a christian music cafe.. I want to name it Genesis, there will be a function room, with a mini stage decorated with musical instruments like the e-guitar, acoustic guitar, drums, keyboard.. The room will have red cushions walls and black leather seats.. It will have a little bar table at the entrance.. People from whole of singapore can come and conduct praise and worship night with the location.. There will be a cosy little cafe at the corner.. With green beanies and sofa and dim yellow lights.. The furnitures will mainly be almond brown..

And i just realise it might be God's plan that i end up in retail management! Hallelujah. Never in my mind has this cross before, but it just click! and there i understand the reason.. God has been helping me all these while! He is indeed in control! amen! I shall do my studies well in order to excel in retail.. I must get a good diploma so that i can fulfil this ambition that i have for God's people.. In the future, Genesis will be found every where around singapore! I want to soar high for God in my career.. I want to do this.. Perhaps, people might never believe this will Happen.. But i know, when i put my faith in God, what that God wants them to happen will happen..

I want to continue this momentum. Continue this passion. Continue to be firm. Continue to serve.

Genesis Jorris 7:49:00 PM

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.
Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.
Problem is, you sort of want all three.

You bring the spark in the relationship
In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning
Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

Longing for Love. God curb my heart a little.

Genesis Jorris 1:14:00 AM

Amen..

I cant find any words to express and describe about what really happen today during the unit caregroup.. It was just simply awesome and powerful.. And i truely believe all my prayers for this caregroup, everything that i have expected from God, every effort i have contributed to planning and organising the caregroup, have all been answered and fulfilled successfully. And truely enough, the only phrase i can think of in attribute to the caregroup, is that this is the day the Lord has made.

The heart of the people! the attitudes of the worshippers and the joy in God's children! The excitement of enthusiastic servants! The seriousness of God-centered people! WE CLAIM IT BACK! We are claiming back the times where the Lord inspire people among us with words of prophecies, the times where people raise hand to the Lord! the times where people wept because of God's presence and his power among us during worship, the times where the SPIRIT leads strongly in prayer and in the atmosphere! The moment i reflect upon the times of praise and worship i could only say praise the Lord..

And i could really feel God lifting me higher in my service to him.. I could really felt how he is using me right now.. And his provisions for me, his wisdom, his strength, his spirit, his love, his guidance, his determination.. every thing! that i did i own it to the Lord! God thank you lots! Thank you for using me to draw the unit higher!!! Thank you for bringing me to greater heights! Thank you for allowing me to see a greater view of my life and what i can do to serve you in the unit and the church! LORD! answer the prayers of the desperate... bless the DRY land!

Once again.. the song.. Give us clean hands.. Give us pure hearts! Let us not lift our soul to another.. Oh God let us be a generation that seeks, that seeks your face, O God of Jacob.. This is the song i want to mean it in my life! This is the song i want to lift up high to GOd! Come my SP3! BRIAN! GIDEON! EVANGELINE! GARMENG! SHAWN! Let's go all out for the Lord! Let's give our best to let the glory of the Lord falls on this Land! 15 end december! we must hit it and we will hit it! Come people! Come! Let's move! DENY & DEFY ALL ODDS!

A little prayer to you my abba father...

God as you search your hearts across your people you have see the desire of my hearts Lord.. you know well that i want to serve you greater.. but im not good.. in actual fact i cant do anything good without you... Lord i need you to give me motivations in my studies and in every little thing i do in my life to offer to you.. Help me Lord to serve you greater... Let myself be lesser.. to fulfil the greater.. Lord i hereby pray for all who you have appointed as my flock to grow strongly and steady with me. Let's move together. Not one left behind. amen.

My first Love. I love you more than anyone else.

Genesis Jorris 10:54:00 PM

Let me be wash away by your grace

Allow me to fall into your embrace

Bring me to dwell in your sanctuary

For all i long is to seek your face

Times of Joy you filled me anew

Trials and tests you mould me strong

Never have i stop praising you

All i called is for your Name

Let all creations pause

And exalt you High

Sing awesome, awesome Lord.

Genesis Jorris 2:28:00 PM

It was a fruitful day. And i can feel my adrenaline pumping strongly in my blood streams when i serve the Lord fervently. God never fails those who cling onto his promises. amen? Ha. My prayer was answered. today! for my sheeps, for my dear potential coreteam members, for more wisdom, for more guidance! The shepherding today with Gideon was fruitful... And im glad he is fine, giving me His silly smile once again, and doing his favourite "hopekids" performance of behaviour to me. I really appreciate for what he have done.. though many times break my heart!!! make me grieve over him..... But well, the Lord have build him strong!!! The Lord will inspire and teach him!!! and im glad, that he is serving God fervently together with me..

Evangeline, my sheep too! im encourage by her too.. that she have opt to come back to the lord!!! i truely trust onto God that he will draw her back.. that he will lift her higher and help her to over come what that is hindering her in her spiritual walk.. Evan!!! be strong to listen what the Lord has to say to you!!! he really LOVES you!!! and i believe you LOVE him too!!! stay strong and fervent for him for he is the answer for your life!!! he is the one that will help you fulfil your purpose fruitfully!!! cling on to the promise, and not let the devil lure you away from him, God will refresh you! He will!

God answer my prayer for this new brother shawn too.. though have not met him before.. but he will be coming to caregroup tomorrow and that is a good start! Lord i pray that he will be refresh in his faith in you and be touch by you tomorrow during caregroup! i pray he will feel bonded with the unit and have a great time fellowshipping with us.. Lord let him really experience the covenance and identity we have in SP unit! Help him to feel connected to us and really want to join us in service and caregroup! LORD answer my prayer!!!

And today my first time joining the wam vision night.. hmm, what i have learnt is the team and the people are really trying very hard to teach the people to have the right heart in worship as ministers of God.. i can see the effort there.. And indeed everyone without fail will try to lead worship, be musicians, as audience despite of weariness.. the heart of the people to lift the singers ministry higher is indeed there! Lord!!! i want to help to raise singers and musicians from the unit to contribute to the church! i want to spot potential candidates and help them to desire to be ministers for you! help me to fulfil this personal vision!

really excited for tomorrow caregroup... i really expect alot from it!!! And God have not fail SP unit, because im witnessing the harvest now! Elisha!!! grow stronger and continue to work for your transformation!! i see your willingness coming in.. and learning to be humble for the KOG... continue! keep it up! Vincent! one great brother that i can see who desire greatly to serve GOD greater.. Come! rise up! take the baton and challenge yourself to your limits! Dare yourself to the impossible for GOd who makes all things possible is WITH YOU! everybody!! stand up!!! let's CHARGE!

last but not LEAST, thank you God!!! thank you really!!! i LOVE you!!! LOVE YOU!

Genesis Jorris 12:05:00 AM

The sunday singers meet was new to me. Though the programs flow, the presentations, the musicians, the praise and worship, the size of the people coming, may not seems magnificent over view, but indeed i can feel the joy in every one who took part in performing as well as those who took part as audience. everybody have the heart to be a good minister for God.

Presentations of classical, jazz, Ballad, POP and rock music was great. People in hope church singapore could really sing really well you know! I look forward to our next album.. and indeed as what nel have quoted, we will not see our album sold in hope resource only! It be sold in bookstores.. in life bookshops.. in christian CD shops.. everywhere we go, we will see hope church singapore own version, own written, own composed songs played on air! whee~

I could see rising musicians among our midst.. Though they may not have done very well, as compare to the standards the twamers have set, they really tried their very best to honour God with their skills! Jovin, Joycelyn, David, Jason, Ben! you guys did really well! Quick grow and serve God greater with your talents, in unit, in caregroup, in congregations, in camps, everywhere, make full use of what God have given to you! continue to soar in your passion!

The announcements was fantastic.. im excited for the christmas choir performance! Im all ready to experience to a greater level of being on stage singing together with all other for God! We're going to sing carols.. We're going to spread the love of God, the joy of the celebrations, with our VOICES! yes! our vocals shall be the vessel God anoints to touch every people heart who have ears to listen! Come! Let's bring choir to a even greater HEIGHT! Furthermore.. there is going to be two month intensive training! going to learn how to harmonise! whee~ Been looking forward to that.. Cause been trying to learn the techniques! and now i have the opportunity! And some more some more! we're going to have a combine choir practise as the whole church level! wow~ this is getting professional, we're going to have large size choir practise! soooo EXCITED!

Last but not least, i was reminded of one thing during the time as nel was briefing us through the inspirational talk.. we give 100% to the lord in our pastoral ministry.. like wise we also want to give 100% in our singers ministry! Give it all for God! Give it all!

LORD i want to give my all to you. all for you.

Genesis Jorris 12:54:00 AM

BurnHenry Seeley
Key: GVerse:
G A7sus
Here in this place
C2
I can feel Your touch
G A7sus
As I seek Your face
C2
You're showing me Your love
G A7sus
I need You now
C2
Come and wash me over
G A7sus
Your Spirit reigns
C2
Filling me with power
Bridge:
G A7sus C2
Open up my heart and You will find
G A7sus C2
This fire burns so deep it burns so bright
C2
For You
Chorus:
G D
Lord I will burn
Em7 C
Lord I will burn for You
(repeat)

Genesis Jorris 12:30:00 AM

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Genesis Jorris 3:57:00 AM

It's once again saturday. the service day. the hectic week shall ends its conclusion and i shall get to know the reason behind for everything that have happen in the week on this day. The day where God never fails to speak during the time we spend in that two hours to dwell in his congregation.

Today was unique. I was enlightened through many unexpected circumstances. I was made known to many areas God want me to apply and implement to the unit and my people. And God reminds me of my prayer of being a salt and light in every area of my life through situations. And indeed i learnt it Hard.

He said:
Give everything their priorities. Dun jumble them up.
I learnt that i should never place families, ministries, campus, devotions all together and weigh their priorities and do them respectively. Each are equally important. Each are priorities of my life. I should give them equal attention. How do i learnt it? Today is my dad birthday and yet i forgotten about it. I was commenting its Ok, but deep inside i felt really bad. I didnt even greet him happy birthday yet. God, help me to express my gratitude to my parents and give me Love to bless them! Lord help them in their financial! I need you to bless us provision!

God speaks:
Be bold. Go ahead and do what ever the spirit prompts you and urge you. Dun hesitate and doubt the SPIRIT. I am indeed in you and with you.
It was amazing. But i did not obey the spirit today. Lord i repent to you for not trusting and not firming my faith that you are indeed working through me. And thus i bear the consequences. Service ending, i was prompted to approach my sheep. But i did not. he was all the way at the other end. i wanted to go over, but i stood still. like my feets were stuck to the ground unable to move. i told myself, later. later i shall go. i shall pray for him. And there i did what was wrong, PROCRASTINATE!

Something indeed went wrong. He was weary and moody after his meeting. His emotions swell again and his mood swings greatly. I do not know what to do. All i can is to pray over for him. All i can is to wait for him to cool down and teach him, and help him to control his emotions. To firm his foundations stronger in the Lord.
Lord. anoint your servant with greater LOVE. with greater PATIENCE. with greater HEART. please.

God impress:
BURN. FAN. FIRE. These words came into my mind since last week.. i do not know what they represents, but i just kept thinking of them. Kept thinking. and never once they go off my mind. I just want to hold it till the time has come. And indeed. Today the LOrd have revealed. What's the significance of it. What does it means.. Why he want me to experience these before it truely be applied to bring the people to BURN. to FAN. to FIRED up. the song "burn" came to me two times today. The song "consuming fire" have just gotten me into deep worship with the Lord in an unexpected place, the bus. He shown me a time of worship together with the people. He show me every little details that the prayer shall contains. It was amazing. And at that point of time, i knew.. this was what he wants to speak to us. To remember that it is the LORD that fills us ANEW! fill us ANEW! that fan us into FLAME! It's him. we need to SEEK. it is an urgency. To burn, and to be in flame. LORD! Stir it up in our hearts! Stir it up in our hearts!

God comforts:
I will give you a pure heart. I will give you clean hands. DO NOT doubt whether you are capable or whether you are RIGHTEOUS enough to be my vessel. FOR it is I who choose, i who DO, i who WORK.
Lord you've been merciful to your servant. Though im never the best, on the contrary, im often the weakest, you used me, you cleanse me, you purify and consecrate my heart, to prepare me for your WORK. for your HARVEST. The question that i had in mind, whether or not am i leading his people well, whether or not is it because i have not been able to do my best, was answered today during the altar call. He comforts me to remind me of his grace. About his plans for us. LORD! Help me to understand the fullness of your grace. Help me to find security of the vision when things dun go right. When situations are dry. When the devil schemes have hitten all those who are weak in you.. GIVE ME THE KEY TO FAITH. WHICH LEADS TO SUCCESS.

Genesis Jorris 3:24:00 AM

Its really late right now and im so excited to post something because i have a great time enjoying my shepherding over some baking session with BOSS-PHERD and also because i got myself a new skin!

This skin attracted me right in the first place because of the WORD devotion. It reminds me of seeking the Lord. Of finding him through his word and spending time alone to dwell in his presence. I long to devote my time to him, to meditatively and prayefully complete my devotions daily without fail and with great gladness. Nevertheless, often weariness and laziness will draw us to procrastination! Lord i do not want to delay my devotions! i want to DEVOTE to you!

Back to my exciting weekdays. its saturday already! so fast! this week was a hectic week for me.. school work piling up.. caregroups to lead.. sowing activities.. planning of evangelism for the next 3 months.. Fellowshipping with afew of my EX-unit sisters with tennis.. Shepherding sessions.. confirmation planning.. Combined caregroup preparation.. So many things to do and so little time! but the Lord have help me to experience him greatly during this time and i learnt the power of focusing on HIM. when i place my focus on him these few days, i found myself to be charged unknowingly by a source of powerful strength that never runs out! i was energetic to be excellence in all the areas that i have to take note this week.. and indeed the Lord bless me with fruitful weekdays!

As i spend the time together with BOSS-PHERD over at the kitchen enjoying my time shaping my tarts pastry, i felt relieved. my prayers to the Lord once again about my relationship with my leader have been answered. already. I can communicate well with lennon, can share deep thoughts with him, and we can really have fun together! This is what i have been praying to the Lord since the beginning of my walk, to lead life TOGETHER with my shepherd.. its happening now, and im pleased. im glad. I waited for very long. But the Lord did not failed me. He answered me eventually.

The egg tarts was successful! it was delicious and yummy.. the pastry was damn crispy and nice! Not too sweet, not too bland. JUST NICE. too bad the eclairs failed! Due to the malfunction of the oven i think, because the temperature was not suitable.. We made fruit tarts in the end, but seems like it fails... due to the whipped cream.. was too watery.. perhaps when we beat it, it was not sufficient. Should give it a few more beats. NVM! it was a successful day for us!

Going to take over guitar class tomorrow.. Having it at esplanade 2pm! have to wake up early enough! and furthermore, i have not run through the notes! going to teach bar chords tml, they sure want to strangle me.. (all the new learners) Going to give my best to impart my skills and what ever i know to them! Lord anoint your servant with flexible fingers and a mind of wisdom! So may i teach your children well during the time we spend to invest in learning guitar for your kingdom..

All right. Last but not least i shall say this again. DENY & DEFY ALL ODDS. its the key. to success. in the KOG. AMEN!

Genesis Jorris 3:07:00 AM

Hmm. let me post something about my BOSS-PHERD. Sir lennon SIm GUoWei. Laughs.

[the ultimate big man who makes supreme decisions all the time. A risk-taker and a cold-joker. He's the man who clinge tightly to the land God have given to him. my BOSS-PHERD!]

How about 20 random pointers about him? Ha. alright, here it goes:
1. Have a weird sense of fashion and style with his "not so centralise" goatie which is gone now because he have to attend shatech. (need to be presentable!)
2. LOVES his people greatly.
3. Have a bad hobby: farting. especially farting in your face.
4. the future CHEF! really good in his "arga arga" skills. This is a sign that he is gifted. (whatever!)
5. the "cool" hand sign. which he unknowingly always point his middle finger. Luffs.
6. a vision caster. he takes risks in his vision. and he is always convicted.
7. Always make fun of my laughter.
8. My diet trainer! (oh my God, how can this be true?)
9. a soccer mania (sure enough, his team failed him so many time. what happen, england?)
10. STRONG in word.
11. the gift of prophecy. he will speaks of pictures and images the lord have shown to him!
12. a passionate guy. He loves to LOVE.

13. Likes to eat "gong bao chicken" from Jumbo.
14. dun like to take photos. (because he is not photogenic!)
15. Loves montblanc perfume. TOO bad he broke it!
16. Likes to eat durians. the more the merrier..
17. APPRECIATES music! all sorts of it.. he's a MEL guy.
18. Have the tendency to "not wake up" when people give him MORNING call.
19. faithful guy! he is faithful to what ever God calls him to do!
20. he charge greatly for God!

After all. Just want to say, thank you my BOSS-PHERD! thanks for being there to listen to me whenever im struggling with areas in my life. Thanks for giving me the chance to serve the lord greater! Let's grow strong! Remember? DENY & DEFY ALL ODDS! im in together with you and the unit!

AMEN!

Genesis Jorris 12:10:00 AM

Im filled with holy anger all over me right now. i can't stop the heat from coming and raising to my head and spreading through my limbs. Im angry for God! The fury over the unrighteous and blesphemer is covering my entire body. Spiking anybody who comes near me. Please my dearies, stop doing what you will regret..

Let me cool down my heart. Perhaps being angry was one way that i used to disperse my LOVE that was not reciprocate by those who have not known and have not understood the grace of God.. God forgive them! For they do not know! When i witness those who proclaim about God's goodness now blespheming his name and have gone down into darkness with attitudes.. my heart break.. Why have they not stand firm on their faith? Why have they deceives themself with their emotions? Why did they let their heart turn away from God? When i heard of those that have testify of God's power yet chose to leave him and end the race, i tear for them. Why did they not continue the race after being assured of God at the end of the route? Why are they so weak to standing firm in what they believe in? WHY!

Im upset that i cant do anything to speak or impact in their lives.. I fear for them that they will never return back and ultimately regret their decisions.. My greater heart could only pray for them, because there is no extra mile for me to take.. it is them! it is them who choose whether to open their heart! it is them who allow God to enter their lives! God please soften them! God please show them the way! God please guide their life! God please stir their hearts! God please activate the holy spirit to contain your realness! God bring them back!

For all those fellow comrades that are together with me in this battle against the devil, for all those brothers and sisters who is together with me as a body of christ in the KOG, for all those ambassadors who have chose to follow and offer their lives to God, PLEASE walk close with him.. you never know when is the next devil's scheme, so be alert and stay close with the holy one.. i urge you to maintain your stamina in the race with God! You will never want to lose sight of him! SO TAKE PRECAUTIONS NOW!

Lord bring them all back. AMEN!

Genesis Jorris 8:48:00 PM

Let me POST about another new MEH MEH i have. MR PINKY GIDEON "ZHU" mehmeh.

He is one crazy sheep that i ever have on earth. The first one i take care who is from an opposite gender. (makes not much different too =P) I can only says: he LOVES to act cute. and like to says he is born to be cute. what ever.

Let me give you 20 random pointers of what i have to say about this MEH.

1. When he "sha jiao", people can melt in their knees. THANK god im immune to it. BUT well, often still succumbs to his "evil" attempts towards my deficiency of having a good heart.
2. He loves taking photos, posing, looking at mirrors, anything got to do with APPRECIATING god's creation. But indeed, he is presentable. (tt's why gotten enrole in modelling company.)
3. He is one faithful guy towards his passion and calling.
4. Have great dreams for God. But i challenge you to make them your visions!
5. BIG networking. He typically knows many people in singapore. (everywhere also can knock into friends)
6. LOVES pink.
7. Likes to drink MILO in computers LABS.

8. Musically inclined.
9. A teachable and fast-learning disciple. And i thank GOd we're learning strong in the WORD together.
10. emotional and passionate.
11. Loves to be pampered.
12. An inspirer.
13. LAZY PIG.
14. He's good in many things but he never good in imparting what he is good at. (jus kidding lar.) Perhaps, he will struggles with teaching!
15. LOVES the "wicca-alike" symbolic logo. the STAR.
16. Have to change his HAIR. (modelling manager comments)
17. very SHY? LOL. he says de.
18. melancholic personality.
19. Values LOVE alot.
20. HE will treat you extra good when u treat him good. HIS philosophy. keke.

Genesis Jorris 12:20:00 AM

My life is moving so fast that i cant even have time to update them to you guys through the blog! HaHa.. its amazing the speed and the pace of the race towards God gets faster and faster.. its not going to stop or decelerate! its accelerating! I can feel the intensity in my heart... more more more! i want more more more! grow strong and lead the group greater for the Lord! He is increasing my land, my territory, my control, my love, my heart, my wisdom! everything becomes BIG because God is BIG! i can feel him running and driving my metabolism.. My blood beats faster everytime i witness his miracles taking place in my daily life!

Laughs... i dunno how to describe this joy that is in my heart as i look at my timetable, so hectic and tiring, but im filled with joy! because im doing this for God! im taking this challenge because he chose me to! When he puts me TO it, he will pull me THRU it! Although i have to sacrifice my time and do careful planning to manage my time to ensure all schedules are nicely packed.. im excited! im not weary by the fact that this is going to drain me! in fact.. supposingly im suppose to feel tired.... but when i put my focus on God, i find this unknowing strength in me that gives me a source of energy that i never know where it could have come from! It is driving and pushing me to my limits! AND I KNOW MY LIMITS IS EXTENDED! because God is with me!

SP1! come and push out of your boundaries! let's move strong and stable to see the caregroup growing in size and quality! we can do it together! we can soar like an eagles for God! we can be the strongest for the Lord if we put our heart together in unity! Kester, Zhanhong, Yanhan, Yiheng, Kelvin and edmund! come on let's not procrastinate.. let's not stroll in this journey with God.. let's be excited and tight for the Lord! Be ready to face challenges and responsibilities with joy! do not fear coming before the Lord and receiving his plans.. its always the best! BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS!

SP3! what's our vision? To RAISE caregroup standards and GROOM charismatic people! We are to see standards of ATTENDANCE to be increased and CHARISMA of UNITY to be develop! together we can make it happen! I love you guys so much... i want to give my best to build the group up! come people! Gideon, Brian, Evangeline, Garmeng, Shawn! Grow strong and be convicted of your identity! SP3! that's it! own the vision and witness it happening.. that will be the most joyous thing that can happen in our life! that we can rejoice in tears and laughter! that we can boast of GOD wonders that have happen in the caregroup when CHRISTMAS comes! SP3 = 15!

Come on SP1 & SP3.. the leader is on, are you on about it? SURELY you will and u will come! for the LORD is worthy! The lord is all powerful! the Lord is here with us! the HARVEST is coming too! DENY & DEFY ALL ODDS! that's the KEY! LOVE ya.

Genesis Jorris 4:40:00 PM

today im going to post about my new sheep, joella today!

She had been a faithful servant for god.. going through lots of ups and downs, where she face dryness in her spiritual walk, and learning to persevere and to get up and continue the race even when she falls.. never give up spirit, she have it in her. When i came to hope church, she was already a believer, and she was the one who take part in sharing the gospel to me and patiently fast n pray over for me, so may i receive christ into my life.. really appreciate what she have done for me and also her faith in god!

Now that we have both grown and is leading care groups now in SP unit.. we too grew close during the process of growing.. we had quarrels and even bad conflicts, we have laughter and tears, we go through god's testing together.. and im glad to hear her sharing that god have used me to help her mould her control in emotions! And im so glad to see her standing firm and strong for god in her service to the lord! Indeed, i have a burden for her.. for Joella. to help her to win the africans with confidence and courage that derives from the source lord Jesus Christ.

Really glad our relationship are growing well! am really pleased and assured that she is willing to share her thoughts and feelings to me.. and hope that i can be a person to help to answer her questions in leading the group.. Father! Help us to help each other! guide us by guiding each other! God let me be your vessel to shepherd Joella to a greater servant for you!

Lord, Thank you so much. AMEN.

Genesis Jorris 4:51:00 AM

This post is entitled to my dear ex caregroup, SP2 member, my dearest support, JASMINE!

She had been my silent support and encourager all along the time as i was toiling as a new CL in SP2.. she been taking intiatives to take care of the caregroup members and giving her best in retaining her sheep in the caregroup.. Wanted to tell her i really LOVE her! have seen her growth together with her in the caregroup..

Have seen times where she break down in tears due to pertaining reasons and also areas of her life that she was rebuked.. She has always given her gentle smile and laughter to the group lots of encouragement and happiness.. Especially towards studies.. as she learnt the lesson hard.. she grow to depend on god and to have the heart for him too..

Im so glad that she grew and have mature in her perspective towards her life.. JASMINE! U are a faithful core team and supporter in my life! U have given me a great impact too! Thank you girl for being in my life and allowing god to speak through you and use you as a testimony to many about your studies!

Continue to grow strong in the Lord k? I LOVE YOU muo li hua. Forever. Let's see each other at the end of the race! take care..

Genesis signs off.

Genesis Jorris 12:58:00 AM

yeah. later going to have caregroup!

SP3 First Caregroup!

haha.

filled with some unknowing excitement in me.

And just now as i was thinking of prayer pointers.. god impress in my heart!

haha.

alright there i leave.

BYEBYE.

Genesis Jorris 3:00:00 PM

taken this from EDMUND blog. haha. people u can do this if u r BORED.

1) Full name: Ng Suet Teng Jorris Genesis
2) Name spell backward: siseneG sirroJ gneT teuS gN
3) Were you named after anyone: Nope.
4) Meaning of name: ERM. the Yellow Snow have stopped. get the JOKE? haha. Genesis refering to CHRIST marks the beginning of my life.. AMEN!
5) Nickname: Risky (sec sch), GJ, fei fei( meaning fat fat)........ hahaha.
6) Screen Name: GenesisJo.
7) D.O.B: 08 July 1988
8) Place of Birth: Singapore
9) Nationality: Singaporean
10) Current Location: Singapore, Jurong area ah!
11) Star Sign: cancer
12) Religion: Christianity
13) Height: 157 (and im satisfy!)
14) Weight: 70..... im on diet already, dun scold me!
15) Shoe Size: 6
16) Hair Color: Brown
17) Eye Color: Brown..=P
18) Who do you look like?: If only i look like KIM SAM SOON! hahaha. but i was mistaken as her. LOL.
19) Inner or Outer: Outer.
20) Left or Right: Right
21) Gay, Lesbian, Straight, Bi or others: Straight is normal right? haha.
22) Best Friend: GOD! haha. No one in particular, i think should be Zejun bah!
23) Best friend you trust most: hmm. Izyan my GIRL!
24) Fav Pals: James, Alvin Tim, Nel, Meihwa, edmund, Randall, Zejun and Evan!
25) Best friend of the opp sex: haha. My sheep, GID!
26) Best Buddies: ehhhh.. XUE XUE!
27) Boyfriend or Girlfriend: AIYA.. OLD story liao lar.
28) Crush: Now? Dun have. All dun meet criterias. hahaha.
29) Parents: PEK YEAN KWEE & NG SOON HIN
30) Worst Enemy: Mr S.A. TAN
31) Fav online guy: Mr James! cause he crap alot!
32) Fav online girl: Meihwa!
33) Craziest Friend: eh, edmund! hahaha.
34) Advice Friend: Lennon, Meihwa, Nel, Jasmine, Alvin Tim, James.
35) Loudest Friend: NEL!
36) Person you cry with: keke. LARINA!
37) Any sisters: two elder sisters!
38) Any brothers: I have a younger brother... and its NOT nice..
39) Any Pets: Two dear and CUTE doggies and one dear rabbit call pinky!
40) Any disease: The laughing disease. Proven to be contagious!
41) Any Pagers: =.= NOW is the millenium ERA.
42) Personal Phone Line: 1
43) Cell Phone: 1
44) Cell Sponser line: Singtel.. Or i can say, my MUM?
45) Pool or HotTub: POOL!!!
l46) A car: I making that prayer recently.
47) Personality: Im a SANCHOMEL!
48) Driving: waiting to be drive bah, hehe.
49) Room: ??? dun understand question.
50) Whats Missing: PROPHECIES!
51) School: Singapore Polytechnic
52) Bed Color: PINK!
53) R'ship with Parents: Good
54) Believe in Yourself: I do because i know God is in me!
55) Believe in LOVE at first sight: YES.
56) Good-Listener: Improving on it.
57) Get along with parents: Yes
58) Save email conversations: Yes
59) Pray: Yes
60) Believe in reincarnation: No
61) Make fun of people: depending on situations lor. hehe.
62) Like talking on the phone: Of course. (if only BILLS are no $$)
63) Want to get married: YEAH, but not NOW.
64) Like to drive: Like to be driven.
65) Morning Sickness: I always sleep till afternoon!
66) Eaten Stem of Brocoli: Yes
67) Eat chicken wif fork: Yes
68) Dream in color: Its suppose to be in colour rite?
69) Type your finger in home role: Main
70) Sleep wif stuff animal: Nope. Save space.
71) Next to you: Laptop beside my PC!
72) On the walls in your room: errrr.... i can only think of PAINT.
73) On your mousepad: ACER. its a freebie.
74) Dream car: Porsche!
75) Dream date: July 8. My Birthday!
76) Dream Honeymoon spot: Great Barrier Reef!
77) Dream Husband or Wife: Never dream before yet.
78) Bedtime: 1-4am
79) Under your bed: Another Bed.
80) Single most important Question: Do you know?
81) Bad time of Day: Morning!
82) Your worst fear: Uncertainty
83) The weather is: Smelly. erm. tt's a wrong description i KNOW.
84) Time: 10.17pm.
85) Date: 3 October 2006
86) Best trick did on someone: Say my version of JOKES.
87) Theme Song: Till i see you!
88) Hardest thing about growing up: Facing reality
89) Funniest experience: Dancing "more more more"
90) Scariest experience: Backstabbed..
91) Silliest thing you ever did: Gave morning call for 2 hours!
92) Scariest thing when you are with your friend: Stumbling "childish" acts.
93) Worst feeling: Insecurity
94) Best feeling in the world: Successful
95) Last word: Believe in Jesus!

Genesis Jorris 9:56:00 PM

the CHOLERIC episode.

- seldom shows embarrassment, is forward or bold.
- Is eager to express himself
- argumentative and persuasive.
- impetuous and impulsive
- Is self-confident and self-reliant; take success for granted.
- Exhibits strong initiative; prefers to lead.
- Is very sensitive and easily hurt
- reacts strongly to praise or blame.
- Seclusive.
- quick and decisive in movement
- marked tendency to persevere
- not freely or spontaneously expressed, except anger.
- Makes best appearance possible; may use hypocrisy, deceit, disguise.

As i was browsing through the net and thinking through my personal understanding of choleric personality, i spotted quite a few similiarities in relevant to the sanguine personality. Both are forward and bold, not afraid of embarrasment. Both are impulsive in making decisions. Both are decisive in dealing with changes. Both are eager to express themselves especially in front of a group, they just cant swallow what they want to say for a minute. So what's the different between sanguine and choleric? Are they often associate together? Or is it that usually a person that have one of the temperaments, will have the other also?

Hmm.. in my own opinion, YES. Indeed usually people who are choleric and are successful tends to be sanguine also.. perhaps the reason is because to take control, to be the leader, you need to be people oriented. And all sanguines are people-oriented. CHOLERIC to me are those who are independent, ambitious, strong-willed, demanding, result-oriented, directive, clear and certain, the leader. People who are choleric are often the extremist in leadership. They soar high, they go far, but im not talking about TEAM. If the person is pure choleric, most likely he or she is one who likes to do things alone. They believe in themselves more than believing more is the better. They really devote their life to this word call, SUCCESS.

Sometimes people cant bear those who are choleric. because of this really distinctive factor they have in their personality, that is, DEMANDING. Choleric people in their pursue for success will tend to demand alot from the people around them because they demand alot from themselves to contribute and fight for success. Somehow because of their ambitious heart, it have blinded them from realising not everybody have the same determination that they have. But CHOLERIC people are important roles in fighting for success, because they are the one that boost the group with conviction, that gives the team confidence that there will always be people fighting for success! Its the same thing like sanguine, the whole cant live without them. Everyone will be in their comfort zone, not developing, not moving, not drivin through.

I have CHO in me, which indeed sometimes i display my demanding factor in me on my people, on my friends and family around me. I will ask of them to run at the same speed with me without finding out their stamina at certain times.. But well, i learnt this hard! And im on the way in learning to be a good leader in pulling the conviction level up as well as being understandin to my people. God help me! I have mix feelings towards my choleric friends... i dun like those who fight alone, but i like their energy and committment level when ever they se channels towards success.. people who are choleric can be people like jasmine, elisha, nel, Joel, Jason, and many others.. I respect their style of leadership, but to certain extent i would like to rest away from the intensiveness and result-orientation.. =)

Mainly i just want to say, if you have notice choleric around them, dun think that they are really people make of METAL and do not need encouragement to help them to boost in their conviction.. because this is the mentality many have... therefore like to encourage all of you guys who happen to have choleric buddies, do share a word of affirmation to them to boost their conviction so they can go even further! Let's appreciate for what they have done in the leadership arena!

AMEN. More to come again.

Genesis Jorris 9:22:00 PM

Was taking a test about temperaments and i was shown to be the idealist... according to what it have said, it seems quite true.. because it depicts about me..

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.

Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are rare, making up between 20 and 25 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

The Four types of Idealists are:
Healers (INFP) Counselors (INFJ) Champions (ENFP) Teachers (ENFJ)

http://www.advisorteam.com/temperament_sorter/freeresults.asp

Genesis Jorris 3:58:00 PM

was browsing through people's blog and edmund's blog caught my eyes with his emotion series published... was thinking it was a great attempt in trying to understand the different emotions attitudes and people (just that his english was bad, haha.)... therefore i decided to publish the temperaments series for my own understanding as well as for the pleasure of my readers.

the SANGUINE episode.
The Sanguine:
- Is self-composed, seldom shows signs of embarrassment, perhaps forward or bold.
- Is eager to express before a group; likes to be heard.
- Prefers group activities; not easily satisfied with individual projects.
- Agrees readily with others' wishes; compliant and yielding.
- Is good in details; prefers activities requiring pep and energy.
- Is impetuous and impulsive
- Is keenly alive to environment; likes curiosity.
- Tends to take success for granted. Is a follower; lacks initiative.
- Is hearty and cordial; forms acquaintanceship easily.
- Not given to worry and anxiety; is carefree.
- Seeks wide and broad range of friendships
- Is quick and decisive in movements
- Little perseverance.
- Makes adjustments easily; welcomes changes
- Is frank, talkable, sociable, emotions readily expressed
- Has frequent fluctuations of mood

Are you a sanguine? I am indeed. I am a sanchlomel to be exact, meaning i have the traits of being a sanguine, a choleric, and a melancholic in me. Having the "san" traits right in front of the description represent that majority of my temperaments are under the category of sanguine. Being a sanguine, areas that reflects in my life are that i have a wide range of friends.. regardless of whatever personality they possess, i will be able to make acquaintances with them rapidly and be able to communicate to them well.. I have the ability to make decisions fast, therefore contributing to the fact that i am flexible in being decisive towards immediate changes.. Im a planner, therefore equipped by the traits of being able to pay great attention to details in a sanguine.. How about you? are you able to identify your traits if you are a sanguine?

I understand that the majority of the people falls under the category of sanguine.. some people will identify sanguine with the following words: cheerful, emotional, LOUD, talkative, BOLD (as in not afraid of "losing" face), seeks attention, noisy, etc.. But will there be cases where people misunderstand the person being a sanguine? i think so. But not that obvious and possible as compare to other temperaments.. because being sanguine are quite exclusive and apparent.. where as chloeric, melancholic and phlegmatic are harder to spot..

I have lots of friends who are sanguine, people like edmund, leonard, nel, zephanie, faith, randall, alvin timothy, James, jenice, vernon, fish, yeukai, nancy, and many more. They are always the bunch of people who are categorize under the "atmosphere lifters"... im included of course. Because the world cant live without the sanguine... it will all turn dull and meaningless.. It will be boring, it will be strict, it will be stern, it will be quiet, it will be like a world who are just toiling for work and themselves and never realising the LOVE in humans.. like the saying goes: LOVE makes the world goes round! without love, how can the world sustain?

I LOVE sanguine... they are always the ones that makes me smiles.... they are always the ones that sacrifice themselves being a fool and a clown just to make people laugh.. They are hyperactive and you just cant miss any of them if they are around... agree with me? keke. simply LOVE them man! therefore as i end this episode, let's spend some time pondering over the characteristics of sanguine.... think about it... are you truely a sanguine? or you are a mix? how much does sanguine means to you in your life? have you appreciate these sanguine who brighten your days with a joke or making a fool out of themselves? Let's show some encouragement to these people to tell them that who they really are have contribute to your days!!!

LOVE YA ALL. entitled to the sanguines living in the world. =)

Genesis Jorris 3:15:00 PM

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